i dont recognise apple with her short hair and xinghui with her straight hair now.
took me awhile to realise who they were :O

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my compo is only one quarter done.
compre is worse, half of one quarter -_-"

and there's guzheng tomorrow :(
i already feel stressed on the second day of school.
goddammit.

why must i be such a perfectionist when it comes to english compo?
i must rephrase the sentences, change words and add in more details before i'm satisfied with one sentence.

and i seem to be writing a storybook, not a compo.
so i try to shorten it and be more brief, and it ends up being too short.
so i will rewrite the whole thing to lengthen/shorten it.

if there's a dictionary and thesaurus, i will take forever to finish one compo.
and then i will get stuck halfway cos it seems so lame i cant bear to continue with the compo.

oh manz i should just do some crap compo within a few minutes to hand in.

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i just joined the Welcome to 41 Clementi Avenue 1 - We LOVE You Dr Foo. group.
and i just realised what a great principal he was.
did you listen to the new principal's speech today?
i think the only entertaining part was the chinese speech :x

i wonder how many more speeches i can tolerate before i get bored to tears.
dr foo's speeches were like, damn amusing can!
and then i'll be laughing to tears instead.

and now all the teachers are leaving, the principal is leaving, so many things are changing, i might actually be glad that this is my last year in nanhua.

usually i cant bear to graduate from my school.
i dont want to graduate from nanhua too.
but i might just change my mind now.

:(

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i am still slacking and wasting my time online good job eve you're on your way to self destruction, the land of no return.

veldas is a pedophile and dont trust a ho.

today was boring because lessons started and i had to sit at the side of the class.

1. i couldnt see the board clearly.
2. i couldnt concentrate that well cos the board is far away from me and i'm easily distracted.
3. the board is slanted from where i'm sitting and it hurts my eye when i look at it.
4. when i am not sitting in the middle of the class and in front of the board, my results suffer. because these 2 are in a way related.

i want to change my seat! :(
and i want my yearbook!

please dont let me stay wide awake till 4 am again please noooooo.

do you know how difficult it was for me to fall asleep yesterday?
and when i finally managed to fall asleep, i woke up again.
i was wondering if i really did fall asleep or my brain just blanked out for a moment.
or whether i was dreaming that i woke up.

ugh i hate not being able to fall asleep.

hi i dont have a single drop of self-control in me which is why i'm here once again.
this time, i'm here under the pretext of having wanting to eat ice cream.

after one afternoon and evening and half the night, my compo is still not done.
i've re-re-written it, then correction taped one whole paragraph, and now i'm stuck yet again.
because my compo seems so lame i dont know how to make it less ridiculous.

how on earth did i manage to finish my compo within 1+ hour during eoy, and still get 20?
oh, i know why. i thrive under pressure.
unless there's too much pressure. then i crack under pressure.

oh whuttheheck, i'm a mass of contradictions.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

went pretty well :D
i missed school a lot! but it's mainly cos of my friends ^^

i like our form teacher! i dont think her lessons would be boring. i hope not.
the co-form makes me want to sleepzzz, but thankfully, i dont take history.
shhhh dont talk bad about teachers in public.

recess was fun! although we were a little squashed up hahaha!

actually, most of today was fun cos there were no lessons! v^^v
too bad lessons start tomorrow.

first piece of homework ms rani will be collecting is compo.
that's the one i haven't completed.

how do i write a damn compo about superstition?
i keep getting stuck.

goodbye holidays. i wish you lasted longer :(

i wonder if school is going to be as hectic as i've imagined.
i definitely hope not.

i'm now munching on goldfish crackers cos i'm hungry.
apparently i'm not supposed to eat 3 hours before i sleep cos otherwise i cant fall asleep easily?
meaning i can only fall asleep at 2am?

oh no please let me fall asleep the moment my head hits the pillow.

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i suddenly had the inspiration to do the compo on superstition.
so last minute. i only wrote 3 paragraphs and decided to continue next time.
i was getting kinda freaked out too, trying to recall jian4 gui3 10 and the tsgs stories i've read.

time to stop blogging, i need sleep.








































squashed up bear.

it's just jelly after it absorbs all the water.
seeeee dont they look delicious?
but i heard that they will have lots of bacteria and lose their flavour so there's no point eating them :(

ben n jerry's dublin mudlside 
is it possible to get drunk from liqueur ice cream?
i dont mind, if it can help me pass out by 10pm.

ok evelyn, dont be ridiculous.
there's no way you can fall asleep by 10pm.

when was the last time i slept before 11?

i think it was 2 years ago, when i came back from america and had jet lag.
i slept at 10 and woke up at 8.
i actually wished i still suffered from jet lag.
then my body clock would be perfect.

time to google "how to fall asleep".
i'm being serious here.

please dont let tomorrow come.
i'm not ready for school to reopen yet.

i've wasted my entire holiday rotting in front of my computer, reading storybooks instead of textbooks at night,
then waking up at the break of dawn noon.

it suddenly (and i do mean really suddenly) hit me that i've wasted 2 months of my life when i'm taking my o levels this year.

why this sudden thought, i have no idea.

i'm contradicting myself though.
i'm still here, aren't i?
i'm still slacking and procrastinating.

i'm still not going to complete my homework.
but i am going to study.
geography and chemistry. although it's my physics that desperately needs help.

how do i study for physics anyway?
i really dont understand most of what the textbook is saying.
the questions puzzle me even more.

somebody give me some instant miracle please.
for chemistry, physics, chinese and geography.
and a little for social studies, although my ss results are really unstable and i dont know when i'll fail and when i'll get A1.

i need more self-control, motivation and a huge dose of miracle.
please.

i still dont feel like studying.
how and where on earth do you get your motivation from?

IS THERE A BLOODY TIMETABLE HIDDEN SOMEWHERE?
or are we expected to predict what we'll need tomorrow?
do i bring nothing or everything to school tomorrow?
how am i supposed to know if there's no timetable, and not even a relay message to inform me?



oh noez i feel a sore throat coming to attack me.
please dont let me get a sore throat during the first week of school.
especially not on cca extravaganza and orientation camp.
please please please no no nooooo :(

Yesterday was supposedly the last day i could afford to sleep late.
and so i fell asleep at 4.30am this morning -_-"
why? because of all nights, i've decided to keep myself busy yesterday night.

for some reason, i decided to re-read my books.
when i was halfway through, i realised that i should finish that book before school starts to prevent myself from getting distracted, and so i read the entire book, from 1-4.30am.

and for some reason, i decided to clear out all my files yesterday night.
the difficult part was trying to stuff the worksheets into the on-the-verge-of-exploding file.
i need huge ring files for all my subjects now. like what daphy and geral does.
because two clear files with 40 pockets arent enough to contain all the dead flattened pieces of trees.

then i decided to tidy up the rest of my room cos i have many random stuff scattered here and there.
so i took everything out from my drawer, then put most of them back in.
and i found a few keychains that i thought i might want to use, so now they're lying on top of my shelf, creating an even bigger mess.

i still cant find a place to keep my old sticker books and autograph books.
i still cant find a way to keep all my nail polish so now they're squashed up in tiny name card holders.
one name card holder can contain about 4 faceshop nail polish - dont laugh at the card holder okay!

plus, i was getting a little freaked out when i heard water dripping in my bathroom, and didnt want to be in the dark.

so much for trying to adjust my body clock -_-"

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i'd rather have tests when school reopens than have homework during the holidays.
cos i'd prefer studying to doing homework anytime.

damn those bloody homework.
i dont know what the compre is talking and asking about.
i cant think of anything to write for the compo.
i cant be bothered to print the physics homework, not that i will know how to do those anyway.
i thought there was ss homework but nobody seems to know about it, and i dont have it with me since i wasnt in school that day, so that's another piece of homework undone, if it does exist.

if we had tests, i can simply do notes and study.
for me, that's wayyyyy easier okay!

forget it i'm going to study instead of doing my homework.
at least this way i'll feel less guilty :x

time to go MIA from my blog, facebook, plurk, everything.
i wonder if i have the self-control and willpower to do so :/

please please please dont let me get distracted please!!!

my files are about to explode.
both are filled with all the worksheets i have for the whole of 2009.

and i still have lots of homework undone.
no progress there.

i need a new file.
i need foolscap.
i need to go to big bookshop cos every Popular store is too crowded.

i think i need to set new year resolutions to let myself know what i need to improve on.
i am still procrastinating. at least there's something i'm good at.

anybody didnt complete their holiday homework?
and what on earth are we supposed to bring to school on monday???
helpppppp!

You Are Honest

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

so true.
"Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends."

Disliking Science Says You Are Outgoing

You are outgoing, communicative, and an eloquent thinker. For you, science is too cut and dried. You can't imagine spending all that time alone with your projects. You're much more concerned with what could be than what is. You like all of life's shades of gray. You prefer collaborating to working alone. You get a lot of ideas and inspiration from others.

You Need Adventure

You need change, excitement, and thrills in your life. You can't stand being bored. You crave new experiences... big experiences. You are big on taking risks. Staying stimulated is crucial for your happiness. If you don't have enough to do, you tend to cause drama. If you can harness the way, you are a visionary leader. You are ready to charge ahead into the future.

You Are Driven and Focused

You view people with optimism. You have many meaningful relationships in your life. You had more conflict with your father than your mother. Your relationship with him was healthy but challenging. You deal with stress in a fairly normal way. Stress presents a struggle for you, but you're usually able to neutralize your emotions. You are the type of person who knows how to get a lot done. However, sometimes you can't help but get overwhelmed by life.

i am very very very bored right now.
i have nothing to watch on youtube, i am sick of the games on facebook and viwawa, there are no quizzes for me to do.

i still have a lot of homework undone.
i really need to complete them. urgghhhhh fed up with myself :@

maybe i should go to blogthings.com
i cant think of anything else to do.

prepare to be spammed with quiz results.






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if only there was a diagram



















frying vampire :O




i'm making myself laugh to the computer.













why you should steal trolleys from ntuc









i'm literally LOL-ing.















i need one of those






so gforce!
























"is your refrigerator running?"
"omfg yes it is i'd better go catch it!"






freaked me out





i am so bored now.

i hope my tablet bores me even more when school reopens so i wont get distracted.

2 more days before school reopens~

Today, my 7 year old looks at me and states, "When I grow up Mommy I want to be fat just like you." FML


Today, my 7 year old looks at me and states, "When I grow up Mommy I want to be fat just like you." FML


Today, the guy I've been texting told me he loved me and he couldn't wait to make me his wife, and he couldn't wait for us to have kids and grow old together. I've only known him for 3 days. FML

Today, I read a MLIA about someone who worked At target and found an item called "ugly sweater". I work at target too, but I found a plumping lip gloss called "sexy mother pucker". I bought it. MLIA


Today I was playing scrabble with my parents and little brother. The only letters I had were p, e, n, i, and s. Guess what word I put. Spine. MLIA


Today, while at New Moon, the scene where Edward throws Jasper into the piano occured. Some girl in the front row stood up and screamed, "NO! NOT THE PIANO!" and then began sobbing uncontrollably. Her friends had to take her out. Either than girl is too damn dramatic, or she is awesome. MLIA.


Today, my history teacher asked our class which way north was. We all pointed in different directions. He said, 'Phew, a girl in my last class pointed up, Good job guys!' MLIA.


Today I was doing research for a speech on the negative aspects of high heels. Into Google I typed "high heels are..." and it said "high heels are a male invention designed to make it harder for women to run away" Yahoo just thinks that high heels are to big. MLIA.

















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title fail.




i want a bubblewrap calendar for 2010!

on the first day of 2010, i woke up at 1am.

10 years ago i was on board Star Virgo and the millennium just arrived.
and i was only 5.

i can vaguely remember what it was like...

i was on deck 12 at the pool,
and we had those thingy that you blow and it makes a loud sound while a roll of paper shoots out...
and those thingy that you shake and the 2 hollow bell-like thingies knock against each other and make those irritating sounds.

i am talking crap.
i have no idea what those thingies are called.
hahaha.
those party stuff children love to use to make noise.

ok enough crap.
byeeeee.

i need to blog less from now onwards.
:(

01. I Gotta Feeling – Black Eyed Peas

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i lost again in mahjong :(

i'm now waiting for the eclipse.
2.53 to 3.23am...
i've actually never seen an eclipse before.

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ok, new year.

i must not use my tablet soooooo bloody often.
and i must really start studying really hard for o levels.
like, really really really study.
and not get distracted so easily.

ok that's all for now byeeeee



Since today is new year’s eve, I shall have a special entry (:

First of all, to everyone who have made an impact in my life this year.
FYI, it’s not in any particular order (except for the first one), so don’t be jealous/offended!

YAXUE,
Indisputably my best friend.
Thank you,
for being there for me to talk to when I’m feeling down,
for giving me advice when I’m unsure of what to do,
for being someone I can trust and confide to,
for always being there for me when i need someone,
for being my best friend.
Hanging out with you has always been fun – be it in class, during cca or after school (coffee bean @ westmall and fringe!), and I can talk to you about absolutely anything.
Hopefully, we’ll continue to be best friends even when we graduate, for ever (remember the necklace from diva?) ♥

p.s. i really do think that you look nice in this photo!
cos you're smile seems the most natural out of all the neoprints :D

DOROTHY,
Definitely one of my closest friends.
Thank you,
for always making me laugh,
for being so fun to be with,
for being someone I can talk to without fear of being judged (even when I’m bitching about someone),
for being one of my closest friend.
I know that I may not have been a very good friend to you,
And that I sometimes get into a bad mood and you become the victim when I pms,
And for that I’m sorry.
Also,
You’re. A. Good. Friend. Don’t think otherwise!
-switches into nagging mode-
Don’t keep going to omegle okay!
Don’t let others break your heart anymore! ♥


DAPHNE,
One of my “laggest” good friends.
Thank you,
for always encouraging me when I’m feeling stressed,
for motivating me when I feel like slacking during exam periods,
for being there for me to crap with when I’m feeling bored,
for being such a good friend.
Suan-ing you is still as fun (haha), although I promised you I wouldn’t do that anymore.
I cant help forgetting not to suan you! :P
And I miss seeing your yellow carebear!
And don’t sleep so late and stress yourself out all the time! ♥


GERALDINE,
The good friend with the infectious laugh,
Thank you,
for being there for me to talk to when I was feeling really stressed out (that time at Fromage after the investiture rehersal – I still remember!),
for being fun to be,
for being making me laugh,
for being such a thoughtful friend.
You are both class chairman and cca vice-chair! I really 佩服你! :D
Anyway, don’t emo so much anymore!
And although, to be honest, I’m not super close with you yet, I just want to let you know that whenever you are feeling emo or pissed off, you can feel free to talk to me! (you know, when daphy is too busy with her sjab or is pangseh-ing us haha) ♥


VELDAS,
The friendly and cute friend.
Thank you,
for being such a good natured person, never getting pissed off,
for being so optimistic all the time and making others smile,
for bringing laughter even when things get boring,
for being such a cheerful friend.
Being around you has always been fun! (remember the super duper day?)
And you never seem to be able to get angry (you cant make an angry face LOL).
Hope that you will stay as cute, cheerful and bubbly as ever! ♥


JIEYI,
The good friend who is down-to-earth yet pretty.
Thank you,
for being fun to be with,
for being so easy to talk to (that time when we camped at subway!),
for not revealing the so-called secret that isn’t actually a secret anymore,
for being a friend whom I respect and look up to.
And I look up to you because you are someone who knows when to voice out your opinion when it’s needed, but won’t talk too much and piss people off (something I suspect I often do).
We should go to subway/burger king with others again to talk! ♥


NICHOL,
The fun and adorable and very good friend.
Thank you,
for being someone whom I can talk to about anything,
for always being so fun to be with,
for giving me advice when I’m unsure of what to do,
for always being there when I need a listening ear.
You’re someone I go to whenever I’m feeling happy, sad, stressed or discouraged.
Also, going to kbox, watching movies or going home with you has always been fun!
We never seem to run out of things to say, and I hope that things will continue to stay the same! ♥


JIAWEI,
One of the most supportive friend I have.
Thank you,
for always being there to encourage me when I feel like giving up,
for always giving me advice when I have no idea what to do,
for being so fun to be with,
for always helping me when I need it.
You have been a really good friend to me, and if not for your constant help and support, I would’ve crumbled under all the pressure (mostly given by myself -.-).
You have no idea how much you have helped me, both physically and emotionally, and how much I appreciate it.
I know that I’ve probably pissed you off a few times, and I’m really sorry if I did.
But the thing is, even when I’m being so annoying, you’re still willing to help me out.
One of the best things about joining Guzheng is to have known you ♥


XINGHUI,
The really cute and innocent friend.
Thank you,
for never failing to bring laughter to the room,
for always being so cheerful,
for being so easy to talk to,
for making me laugh even when I’m feeling stressed or discouraged.
You have no idea how cute you are okay!
Hanging out with you has always been fun, even if all we’re doing is talk (going to mos burger just to drink something and talk, haha).
Knowing you has also been the other best thing about joining Guzheng♥


EVERYBODY ELSE WHOM I HAVE NOT MENTIONED,
Although your name isn’t here, as long as you’ve so much as smiled to me, you’ve made an impact in my life.
It doesn’t matter how close we are, as long as there is some form of interaction between us, you’ve been part of my life this year.
Thank you,
Simply for reading my blog,
Or commenting about my hair/earrings/bag/etc,
Or coming over to talk to me when I’m alone,
Or giving me encouragement when I need it,
Or smiling and saying 'hi' to me when we
Anything, even the slightest gesture, is part of what completes my life this year ♥


Now for the more self-obsessed one :D
Significant events that’s happened to me.
Not in order cos of my horrible memory.
This year has been considered eventful for me (seeing how no-life I am).

NEW CLASS
New classmates, new teachers, having to adapt to all these changes.
And at the start of the year, me and dor had such a hard time finding a group when we need to.
And for the first few days, I really dread going to school cos it seemed so boring.
Then, I don’t know when or how, we had a clique. TADAH!
And since that, I’ve been looking forward to going to school everyday.
Cos going to school means more crapping and laughing sessions.
And I soon got to realized that I actually find most teachers really nice.
Which of course makes lessons less boring (especially Chinese. If we had some lau kok kok teacher, I would’ve fell asleep).


GUZHENG STEAMBOAT
My first time going for the steamboat cos everyone else decided to go so I wont be alone.
And I absolutely loved the steamboat.
I remember having such a good time, laughing so hard my stomach ached.
Jiawei! I still remember what happened to you!
Please everybody go for the steamboat again next year please please please?


SYF
I remember practicing 4 days a week (sometimes it’s 5 days), which actually bonded us.
And that time both air-cons broke down and we had to move to the AVA room.
I’ve never loved the air-con that much.
And that time during April fools when we ended up chasing one another hiding shoes and untying others’ shoelaces.
And after SYF, when we went to pizza hut, we spent the whole time laughing and making such a din that other customers seemed to be so annoyed (oops).
And in the end, when we got the results and people broke down in the middle of clementi central.
I actually missed the SYF period. A lot. I really do.
Staying back 4 days a week was actually worth all the memories I’ve had.
I’m willing to go back in time just to re-live those moments again.


BEING MADE CHAIRMAN
I still don’t believe it,
I still don’t get why I was chosen,
I still can’t do a good job,
I still feel discouraged at the thought of all the times I’ve screwed up,
I still feel stressed at the thought of anything regarding the cca,
I am still trying very hard to improve and to be more responsible, more confident, to take intiative more often.
I am still trying to make the cca more bonded, to no freaking avail at all.
But at least I’m still trying. At least I have not given up yet.
And hopefully, I’ll pull through this and at least made some kind of impact to the cca.
Hopefully.

SPORTS DAY
The very first time I took part in sports day when it wasn’t compulsory.
And I took part in a track event.
Unbelievable. Never in my life had I thought that I would agree to do this.
And I remember going to train in the stadium one day before the heats, then suddenly finding out that we actually got through the heats and have to take part in the actual sports day.
Which caused me to freak out cos I cant run fast and suck at passing the baton.
Although we came in last, it was still a great experience for me.
I don’t regret taking part, but I still freak out at the thought of it.


MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING
My very first time watching a play.
And it was in a park!
with Dorothy and Nichol and Pearlynn!
I remember Dorothy and I buying too much food, the person in front of us telling us to not talk so loudly and taking photos.
Another memorable event :D


THE BOMB
The day we were supposed to have chemistry remedial, then ms chian cancelled it all of a sudden, and the announcement during SS lesson telling us to evacuate the school, and seeing this massive crowd walking out of the school, and all the rumours flying around, and then we soon found out that it was a mine from world war 2, and yin laoshi getting a little pissed off when Guzheng was cancelled all of a sudden, and it caused quite an uproar which then died down.
Once in a lifetime… experience?

CHINESE O LEVEL
The very first o level I’m taking.
And it’s my very worst subject that I’ve failed quite a few times.
And it includes oral, the one thing that makes me panic during exams.
And it includes paper 2, the one thing that I always never manage to pass.
So, to sum it up, I was really freaked out and stressed over this.
I just cross my fingers and hope that I miraculously get an A1.

GUZHENG EXAM
Not my first Guzheng exam, but definitely the slackest one.
And it’s the one that I have the least confidence in, out of all 3 exams I’ve taken.
I practiced so little, I had only a few lessons with laoshi, and I really really hope that I can pass.

SEC 3 ADVENTURE CAMP
Turned out to be just a day camp because of H1N1.
But it was still fun, because I loved all the high element stuff.
And then me and Nichol ran into Jeremy at mos burger, LOL.
This camp could’ve been more memorable, but at least I had fun!


GETTING MY OWN ROOM
Quite a big change for me, although I’m still using the same room.
I don’t know what to write about this, cos I’m so used to my room now.

i'm back from sembawang plaza!

bought my school shoes :D
and a notebook, magnets and some pouch to put my accessories from daiso :D
and i bought a pen, like, finally.

all my pens decided to run out of ink a few days before school reopens.
i'm sure that's some kinda sign.

now i have a whiteboard hanging above my desk.
moved the whiteboard from the family hall to my room.
it's huge. takes up most of the space.
doesnt look very nice either...
maybe i should decorate it.

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ungrateful people piss me off. urgh.
and i've encountered quite a few this year.
how nice is that?

-

i'm not going to bother with new year resolutions because i will just forget about them the next day, then break them.

if i did set new year resolutions, one of them would be to stop getting pissed off by -, but i would just break them anyway.
i should really try to tolerate the few people whom i always get pissed at.
not very nice of me...

but then again, i'm a human with emotions and i get pissed off every now and then.
i guess i cant control my feelings.

i will just get pissed off but not show it by throwing tantrums like a little kid.
i shall just hide it inside me, then vent my anger on my blog, then delete it/save it as draft.

everybody gets pissed off.
everybody pisses others off.

i'm normal. i have emotions. yay that's something to be glad about.
see i'm trying to be optimistic here.
not really working.

i'm already starting to worry about things that will happen in a week, 2 weeks time and 1 month's time.

why do i always complicate things and worry too much? -_-"

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overthinking certain things and starting to get pissed off.

ignore, ignore.
dont let it spoil the new year.

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i make a huge deal out of new year's day cos i'm a sentimental person who often cant bear to throw things away or let something go.
so when a whole year is gone just like that, it's rather important to me.

this is why i have so much rubbish in my room.

old magazines that i cant bear to throw away in case i want to read them in the future.

used notebooks that i cant bear to throw away in case i need to refer to them in the future.

notes i passed in class that i cant bear to throw away in case i feel like reading them (and i do read them although they are just lame conversations)

sticker books that i cant bear to throw away in case i want to use the stickers in the future.

faulty pens that i dont think i should throw away in case they can work again.

clothes that i dont wear anymore but cant bear to throw away in case i suddenly like them/suddenly slim down and can fit into them.

keychains that i dont use but cant bear to throw away because some were presents or souvenirs that i want to keep to remember the person who gave it to me/place where i bought it from.

see, many things i cant bear to throw away are sentimental.
the notes, sticker books, keychains, notebooks, etc.
and now it's like throwing away a year.
so it's a big deal to me.

i actually dont care about christmas, but i do care about new year.

maybe i'm just being weird again :D

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this time next year, i would be freaking out over my new school.
let's just hope that it'll be a good school.
:S

i'm 5 mins late in posting this cos it's now 12.05, so this post shall say:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

although i already wished you happy birthday just now :D

went to west mall then to yaxue's house to play ^^

i realised that i suck at board games hahaha.

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had waffle hot dog for lunch, half fish and chips (shared with my brother) for dinner, 4 tang yuan and instant noodles for supper.

how nutritious.
no vege at all.
and my diet is like this almost everyday unless my mum cooks.

how will i survive when i grow up and my mum doesnt cook for me everyday anymore?

i know. i'll have to start acting grown up and eat my veges -_-

i told myself to stay away from the computer.

i finished season 1&2 of Secret Life! (i mean the dvd season 1&2)

i'm still watching Secret Life.

YAY PEIWEN SMSED ME TO SAY THAT THOSE WHO TOOK THE GUZHENG EXAM ALL PASSED! v^^v

gosh today was quite a waste of time.

i'm watching the secret life of the american teenager :D

i'm back from ikea!

i want to go shopping!

I JUST CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! v^^v

i suddenly feel like repainting my room.

1. Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?
reply ‘who the heck are you?!’

2. Do you get jealous of your friends when their taken and your single?
maybe a teeny weeny little bit :D

3. What are you looking forward to?
school reopen, so I can find out who the new teachers are.
And then for o levels to be over ^^

4. You just won 100 million dollars, What do you buy first?
a camera.

5. Do you get overly emotional about small things?
certain things.

6. Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
probably, when it was delivered and they wanted to see how it was like.

7. If your room was all one color, what would it be?
pale apple green or a cream colour.

8. If you were in the hospital, who would you want by your side?
someone who will miraculously cure me.

9. When was the last time you were scared?
cant really remember…

10. Do you take compliments well?
nope I have no idea how to react cos I’ll be afraid of seeming too complacent or too unappreciative.

11. Do scary movies really scare you?
they scare me when they have random objects jumping out just when they play a very loud sound all of a sudden.
Actually, they shock me instead of scaring me.

12. Do you get annoyed by one word texts?
LOL.

13. How many best friends do you have?
1 very very best friend.

14. Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
not necessarily, but I’ll definitely remember it. If do find one.

15. Do you like to color?
yep. Actually, I secretly want a colouring book after reading MLIA.

16. Do you like Vanilla Coke?
seldom drink it but I’m probably fine with it.

17. Have you changed at all in the past three months?
ask others cos I don’t really notice.
My hair has grew longer, I have grew fatter, etc.

18. Ever been in a helicopter?
yep, at the Grand Canyon :D

19. Do you think kittens are cute?
yes, very very cute! But not as cute when they grow up :(

20. Is anyone mad at you right now?
I hope not :x

21. What month were you born in?
January

22. Do you want to visit the pyramids in Egypt?
yes!

23. Does anyone know every little detail about you?
every little detail?
I don’t know…

24. What does your last text say?
‘I think it’s 10$’
Replying gaopeng’s text cos he asked how much is the avatar 3d ticket.

25. When was the last time you went to the beach?
Whoah, long time ago…

26. Best thing to do on a cold rainy Sunday?
snuggle up under your blanket in an air-con room, listen to music and read (:
Even better if there’s hot chocolate.

27. Do you like to cuddle?
I seldom do that haha.

28. Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
yep! A few people actually. Anyone whom I’ve gone out with and ended up talking for hours at subway/coffee bean/mos burger/burger king/fromage/etc.
I guess they’ll know who they are?

29. What was the last thing you drank?
plain water.

30. Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
nope. I take a very very very long time to get into the pool cos it’s too cold and I hate cold water.
But when I’m really desperate I just jump right in and tolerate it till it’s no longer that cold.
But never with my clothes on. NOT naked either. With my swimming costume on.

31. Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
hahaha maybe. Cant remember :D

32. What is the last educational thing you watched on the TV?
nope not on tv.

33. Do you shut down your computer when you leave, or just leave it on?
leave it on if I’m downloading something.

34. How long was the last shower you took?
10 mins? I don’t usually time myself…

35. Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
he doesn’t exist yet.

36. When is the next time you will take a shower/bath? Which one will you take?
tomorrow afternoon. Shower, cos I have no bathtub in my room and my mum thinks it’s a waste of water.

37. Are you currently waiting for someone to do something for you/to you?
hahaha not really.

38. Are you someone who is really committed to politics in your area/country?
I don’t watch the news or read the newspaper, what do you think?

39. When was the last time you were on a boat? Where did you travel on it?
boat as in the tiny ones without shelter? Not the cruise ships?
That’d be at the Grand Canyon, again.

40. Are you planning on going anywhere with someone, some time today?
It’s 11.30pm now.

41. Does your family ever have any kind of weird traditions in your house?
is playing mahjong during Christmas weird?

42. When is the next time you will attend a family reunion? Where will it be?
no idea…

43. When was the last time you were sick? What were you sick with and why?
during H1N1 period. High fever and flu and cough. Sick cos some virus decided to come attack me.

44. Do you ever tend to pull off any random acts of kindness in public?
seldom, cos I’m too shy to do so hahaha :x

45. Do the things you do normally have reasons behind them, or not?
everything you do is for a reason. I’m doing this quiz right now and the reason behind this is that I’m bored.

46. Do you like cereal? What would you consider your favorite kind of cereal?
yes yes yes I love cereal with chocolate milk!

Favourite cereal right now.

47. Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much?
not so much muahahaha.

48. What is the most visited website on your internet at this moment in time?
probably blogger or facebook.

49. Do you like riding roller coasters when you go to any amusement parks?
yes, it’s my main reason for visiting the amusement park.

50. Are you waiting for someone to get online on an IM program right now?
nope, and why does this question sound so formal? IM program?

51. Have you ever forgotten your birthday? Did you soon figure it out?
yep :x facebook reminded me :x

52. When was the last time you held up a peace sign, if you've ever done that?
haha I often do that so I cant remember very well.

53. Would you walk ten miles just to see the person you like or love?
yep

54. What, in your mind, would you consider to be the perfect girlfriend?
so people can date a list and not a person?

55. Would you beat up anyone at the moment, if you absolutely had the chance?
nope, I’m nice! :D

56. What color are the curtains in your room if you have any at the moment?
silver/grey

57. Is there anyone you are currently trying to get out of trouble? Why?
nope. Cos nobody I know is in trouble?

58. Are you plotting anything at the moment? If so, is this plot against anyone?
I am currently planning to take over the world by hypnotising them with my longwinded blog entries and making them fall asleep, thus being helpless under my evil clutches.

59. If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you?
still live with me. He’s only 12.

60. Do you own any scarves? How many would you estimate yourself to have?
0000000000

61. What kind of shoes are you planning on wearing today? Why is this?
invisible ones. I’m at home, it’s 11.36pm, I don’t intend to go out later.

62. Do you know anyone who has or has had any kind of mental illness/disorder?
nope.

63. Is your mother a stay-at-home mother or does she work somewhere?
stay-at-home. Works at home. She’s a housewife.

64. What food would you just want to disappear off the face of the earth?
too many to actually list out…

65. Do you watch those late-night talk shows? What's the best part about them?
nope, but I do watch the tyra show on youtube. The episode on the psychic twins, and psychic kids, and vampires. Best part is that they are kinda supernatural and that interests me?

66. Do you ever listen to music so you can actually change your emotion?
Yep. Singing along, out loud, works even better :D

2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Yep. Read my new year post for a more longwinded elaboration (:

Tripped over a coffee table?
I don’t think so… but I definitely tripped over many other random things ><

Dyed your hair?
Nope, I’m fine with my hair right now. Looks ok even when I just woke up.

Came close to losing your life?
eh, I don’t think so?

Did you meet any new friends this year?
yep (:

Did you hate anyone?
definitely. I’m human and I possess this feeling called ‘hate’.

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
don’t think so.

2009: Your Birthday.

Did you have a cake?
yep ♥

Did you have a party?
not exactly a party… but it was still as fun (:

2009: All about you.

Did you change at all this year?
I think so. I became a teeny weeny bit more optimistic (when I need to) ?

Did you change your style?
a little, I guess.

Were you in school?
yep of course.

Did you get good grades?
only for the first term. Then my results started to deteriorate…

Did you have a job?
Nope.

Did you drive?
yep, that time in genting theme park. It was a toboggan :D

Did you own a car?
nope, but I want a beetle/mini cooper! Buy me one for my birthday? ^^

Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope.

Did you go on any vacations?
genting and cruise and macau :D

Would you change anything about yourself now?
definitely. I must stop procrastinating. I must stop being so self-conscious. I must stop being so pessimistic. And the list goes on…

2009: Wrap up:

Was 2009 a good year?
average, I guess.

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
the year I’ll be taking my o levels… what do you think?

IN THE YEAR 2009 I CONFESS THAT I....

Kissed in the snow?
and may I ask you where will there be (real) snow in Singapore?

Had your heart broken?
maybe?

Done something you've regretted?
definitely. Many things.

Painted a picture?
hahaha me, painting?

Wrote a poem?
yep, that time in lit class. A stupid and lame poem that took a few minutes to come up with hahaha.

Ran a mile?

How long is a mile?

Visited a foreign country?
hongkong and china and Malaysia.

Cut in a line of waiting people?
sometimes in the canteen? :x

Told someone you were busy when you weren't?
guilty :x

Cooked a disastrous meal?
don’t really dare to cook for fear of food poisoning/creating a mess.

Lied about how old you were?
yeah cos I’m ashamed of being 15 and I use lots of products to prevent getting wrinkles? LOL.

Broke a promise?
I don’t recall doing so but I guess I’ve done it before unintentionally.

Lied?
actually, yes.

Disappointed someone close?
maybe? :x

Hid a secret?
yep.

Pretended to be happy?

Yes :(

Slept under the stars?
nope. I cant even see the stars.

Kept your new years resolution?
I cant even remember my new year resolutions.

Forgot your new years resolution?
hahaha refer to previous answer.

Kept your virginity
hahahaha.

Met someone who changed your life?
ehm, I don’t think so?

Pretended to be sick?
nope, what for? I hate taking medicines anyway.

Had way too many days off school?
for me it was way too many cos I never ever missed a day of school till that time I got sick.

Lost something expensive?
nope :D

Learned something new about yourself?
I think so? Though I cant remember what I learnt about myself…

Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
don’t remember…

Found out who your true friends were?
found one or two…

Stayed up til sunrise?
nope.

Cried over the silliest thing?
yep hahaha.

Had friends who were drifting away from you?
unfortunately, yes.

Had a high cell phone bill?
how to, with unlimited sms-es?

Spent most of your money on food?
hahaha I think so.

Had a fist fight?
nope.

Gotten sick?
yep. And during the H1N1 period -.-

Liked more than 5 people at the same time?
no I’m not that kind of person.

Became closer with a lot of people?

Depends on what you think is a lot. But I did became closer with some people ♥

i'm bored. time to spam quizzes

i am so so bored right now.

i'm back from west mall!



Teens and Teenage magazine sucks.

should i post the new year post today or on new year's eve?

one more week before school reopens.

i just won $$$ in mahjong! v^^v

rod is cancelled.

i'm back from bpp.

i'm bored now.

☃ MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL! ☃

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

i'm still waking up at the usual time.
hahaha.

i need to get rid of my habits of sleeping/waking late and staying online for every single of my waking hour.

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anyway, i shall continue raving on about Red Sky in the Morning.

that book actually moved me to tears you know.
no book has ever done that to me before so far.
i think there were 2 books that resulted in tears welling up in my eyes, but that was it.

this time, the tears welled up and actually spilled.

anyway, i dont mind using that book for lit.
why must we use Little Ironies?
stupid sucky book.

I's 3.30am now.
I stayed up from 1 till now to read.

Red Sky in the Morning.
That's the book i'm reading.
And it's the book my brother is using for lit next year.

I actually liked the story.
A lot.

I think it's way nicer than Little Ironies.
Probablly because i can relate to a 15-year-old girl instead of the other characters in Little Ironies that i've already forgotten about.

We should've used this book instead.
I wont mind reading it a hundred times.

And when i read it, i have this feeling of deja vu.
I think i've read it before, quite sometime ago...
For some reason, i keep thinking that i read it when i was 8.
Maybe i did...

Anyway, i stayed up so late to read the whole book in one sitting.
That sure says something about the story.

tomorrow (or technically today) will be christmas eve.
took me awhile to realise that.

in my family, nobody really gets hyped up over christmas...
nothing different at all.

just that on christmas eve, we go out for dinner.
and then play mahjong at home.

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when i grow up, there shall be fairy lights strewn around my house during christmas.
and i shall have a christmas tree and i shall decorate it (hopefully with my husband and kids hahaha i am thinking too far).
and i shall hang christmas socks in my room.
i am starting to fantasize.

-sigh-

i want to watch Valentine's Day!
because there's Taylor squared, Emma Roberts and Anne Hathaway!
:D

The Notebook is one of the best movies i've ever seen!

ok, it was released in 2004 and it's going to be 2010 soon, but who cares.
it's still nice.

it's NC 16, but i'm going to be 16 in a month's time anyway.
less than a month actually.
not that it matters.
fine, so there are a few sick scenes, but i didnt see anything i wasnt supposed to anyway.

it's the story that is nice.
very, very nice.

i dont know if the ending was a happy or a sad one, but i still liked it :D

when you reach 16 and dont mind watching a few sick scenes for the sake of a nice movie, go watch it!

why is my nose so ticklish?
only one part of it.
weird.
am i allergic to something?

Rewatched The Time Traveller's Wife and i still felt like crying when he was about to die (since we already know beforehand).

And i think Rachel McAdams is very pretty!
But she looks better in tttw than in Mean Girls.

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Anyway, i'm going to have a special post for new year :D
Spot your name in it!

I'm half done with the post already but i'm doing it in advance just in case.
Cos i can get very long-winded at times :P

I LOVE AVATAR!

nice movie 8D
it was even better with 3D.

i want that ripcurl pencilcase but it seems to be too big...
who wants to go and buy? gimme advice!

i am obsessed with headbands and caps and any form of accessory meant to be worn on the head.
i dont know why.
-shrugs-

problem is, if i buy caps, i dont wear it out...
nevermind, try for fun (:

Write about a time when you followed someone's advice only to regret it later.

I'm stuck.

I cant think of anything to write, other than all those cliched ones.

But then again, i'm only 15. What am i supposed to write about?
Advice on whether i should buy a house?
Or whether i should marry/divorce/move in with a guy?

How about advice on what kind of insurance i should buy?

Or maybe cliched ones like joining gangs or smoking or taking drugs?

I need an imagination.

Should the advice i take be very extreme?
Or maybe something trivial like changing my hairstyle?

Oh crap.
Yesterday, i sat in front of my bookshelf looking at all the books trying to find inspiration.

All i've got were the cliched ones.
I cant possibly take ideas from books by jodi picoult, can i?
All the lawsuit stuff?

I am not writing about suicide anymore, not after that chinese eoy compo.
Unless i'm that desperate for ideas.

Maybe i should pretend to be writing a blog entry with that title and then change it into an essay.

Since i crap so much on my blog.

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My tagboard is dead x.x

facebook keeps lagging.

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i just finished watching He's Just Not That Into You.
not a very nice movie. the story keeps jumping from one person to another.

and they had a happy ending again.
how boring.

things are starting to get screwed up again.
great.
just what i needed.
something to let me complicate and over-think so that i will go crazy sooner or later.

urrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
just stab me already.
you'll be doing me a favour.
serious.

I've come to realize that my hair:
is really messy and i cant seem to ever tame it.

I've come to realize that when I talk:
i talk too loudly and fast, and sometimes people think that i'm angry when i'm just too animated.

I've come to realize that, when I love someone:
i'll feel depressed at the thought of it cos i'll always think that it's not going to happen.

I've come to realize that I need:
to be more confident in myself and to be less self conscious.

I've come to realize that I've lost:
the motivation to study and to continue learning to play the guitar.

I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people walk really slowly for no reason other than to talk/sms, and seem to be oblivious to the empty space in front of them and the massive human jam behind them.

I've come to realize that money:
as important as it is, cant buy me happiness/motivation/love/blahblahblah

I've come to realize that (sometimes) people:
tend to jump into conclusion at the slightest things.

I've come to realize that I'll always be:
let's not jump into conclusion, shall we? always has not happened yet.

I've come to realize that I love spending my time with:
friends who know me well and i can talk to for hours without running out of things to talk to.

I've come to realize that the last time I cried I was:
so long ago that i cant remember.

I've come to realize that my cell phone is:
mostly for me to sms/use the internet.

I've come to realize that my friends are:
mostly girls.

I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
i will think, a lot, before i finally fall asleep.

I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
"i've got a pocket got a pocketful of sunshine" song is stuck in my head ><

I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook:
i am more interested in the photos than the statuses.

I've come to realize that today:
is another day for me to do my homework/practise guitar/settle everything that's troubling me, but i'll end up procrastinating and waste this day.

I've come to realize that tonight I will:
fall asleep really late.

HARD:

Will you answer every question honestly?
yep.

Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
nope

Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
i'm not that violent, am i?

Do you miss anything or anyone?
i've missed lots of opportunities/chances. as for someone...

What makes you laugh no matter what?
something funny.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
nope.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mum. when she was waiting for me and my brother to buy yami yoghurt and then we took such a long time cos they were taking such a long time serving the person in front of us -_-

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you.
would this be considered an insult?


HARDER:

Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
maybe?

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
quotes mean girls "if you have sex, you'll get pregnant. and die."
so if you dont have sex, you'll be immortal.

Will you get married?
i hope so.

Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
noooooo.

VERY PERSONAL:

Are you happy with yourself?
absolutely not.

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
depends on how much i love that person, how much he loves me, what aspect of me do i have to change, how extreme it'll be.
eg, no plastic surgery for the person i love.

What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
dont give up and do things halfway cos it'll be irresponsible.

SECRETS:

When did you last cry?
cant remember. didnt you ask this just now?

Do you believe in religion?
i'm a free thinker.

What is currently on your mind?
didnt you ask this just now?!
still have that song stuck in my head.

Has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once?
nope. i'm not qian bian i hope!

SCANDAL:

Have you done bad things with your parents nearby?
cant remember anything...

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
dont think i've started, but i dont know if i've spread any... :x

Did you ever fail the school year?
i'm not lazy to that extreme...

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
nope.

Do you think your future will be a good one?
i dont know, but i hope so.

DEEP:

Do you think you were raised well?
maybe you should ask the people around me...

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
yep,but dont even bother asking cos i wont tell you (:

How do you handle stress?
i have no idea...

How would you spend your last day alive?
i have no idea right now.

Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
guilty conscience.

If there were true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you choose?
true love. then walk towards the money after that hahaha.

If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with, who would you choose?
mum.although she is annoying at times. urgh.

If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
by family member, do the relatives whom i dont even know i have count?

RANDOM:

Do you spend time with the same people always?
yep.

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
dont think so.

Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
staying at their house might be awkward but having them at mine might be embarrassing.

When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
i actually cant remember.

Where was your default facebook picture taken?
coffee bean at vivo v^^v

Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
everything depends.

What is your favorite colour?
cant decide on one. white, purple, turquoise, pink, black.

What do you do when you have a bad day?
listen to music, sing along to it, watch movies online, play bejeweled, go to youtube and watch whatthebuck, go to perezhilton.com

Do you really think exes can be "just friends"?
maybe? unless that ex was abusive or cheated on you.

Who messaged you last?
daphy, telling me that her fever has subsided. haha :D

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
if i could move away for just 2 months, i wouldn't mind.

Do you fall for people easily?
difficult for me to find someone to fall for, but when i've found that someone, it's easy for me to fall for him.
am i making any sense?

Are you quick to start a fight?
maybe? if i'm super pisses off and want to show who's the boss. hahaha.

Do your parents really know YOU?
dont think so.

Lyrics stuck in your head?
read the whole thing again if you dont know the answer :D

Are you tired?
yep. all the time. although i woke up at 12.30. cos i slept at 4 yesterday.

Any friends you'd like to tell how much you appreciate them?
i'm saving this for another post.

Last time you walked farther than one block?
cant really remember... does walkign around a shopping mall count?

OFF THE WALL:

What curse word do you use the most?
shit.

Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
nope.not that desperate yet.

Who would you want to be with right now?
erhm...

When was the last time you had Starbucks?
that time with nichol at bpp. very long ago... a few days before school closed.

Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
yep.

Is anyone in love with you?
doubt so.

Ever cry in public?
when i was younger...

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos
nope. what for?

What’s the weather like?
sunny. who even cares?

Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos?
no way. covered in tattoos, for goodness sake.

Do you pay attention to the calories in the package/box?
i dont really care...

Do you use sarcasm?
no of course not!

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
no idea. btw in case you haven't noticed, the previous answer was sarcastic.

Do you watch the news?
nope. i dont even watch tv. or read the newspaper. i sometimes go to yahoo or know about news by reading mr brown's tweets. LOL i know i sound really -.- here.

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now i want a treehouse again.

back from jp!
bought a skirt from 77th street ^^
and i ate yami yoghurt.
now i'm eating waffle.

i would like jp better if there were less people.

oh yay i finally told someone about that deja vu incident.
which is probably why i've stopped spamming my blog.

yaxue is coming back from thailand tomorrow! v^^v
finallyyyyy.

i think all the blog entries yesterday only made sense to her and nichol.
hahaha

that song is still on repeat play.
actually i dont know if it's called a song, but who cares.
i dont know what else to call it so i'm going to call it a song.

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i need to snap out of it already.
urgh.

THAT SONG IS STILL ON REPEAT PLAY.

i cant control my feelings, can i?

daphne. says:
*wait ah i go find my blanket first><

LMAO

when i say that my blog is an outlet for me to pour out my emotions, i mean it.
which is why right now, it's flooded.
cos i'm pouring all my emotions into it.

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and to keep my mind off things, i'm playing this lame iq game.
so that my mind will be focused on the game instead of, you know.

once i transfer that song into my phone, my earphones will be stuck in my ear 24/7.
i would even listen that to sleep.
oh my god i've got it bad.
i need to snap out of it.

somebody slap me back into reality, please.
and i do mean literally. right across the face. while telling me to stop building castles in the air and hoping that one day my life would miraculously turn into a fairytale with one of the happy endings where the prince charming comes riding on a white horse to sweep you off your feet.

i'm either very, very, very realistic
OR
i lack too much self-confidence and am too cynical for my own good.
i hope it's the latter, cos that means that there's a chance, no matter how slim it is.

i am crapping.
sorry if i confused you and wasted your time.

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if i listen to that song any longer, and in private, i might just break into tears for no apparent reason.

i am inflicting damage on myself.
what the heck in the world am i doing to me?!

[/edited]
i meant emotionally ok.
i think that sounded like i was cutting?

LOL if that's what it sounded like, that wasn't what i meant!

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listening to that song (the one i embedded in my previous post) makes me feel kinda... weird?
cos the previous time i heard it, it reminded me of -, which is probably what's making me feel weird.

oh crap i'm babbling about things you probably wouldn't understand.

i want this feeling to go away.
urgh.

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i shall stop watching movies with happy ending to save myself from all those delusional fantasies.

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why is that song on repeat.
what am i doing to myself?

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i think i like that song only because -.

why must you do this right when i was about to completely forget about you?
urgh.

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oh and now imeem is part of myspace???
and i have no idea how to embed music now.
ahahaha.
i shall use youtube then.

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i like this song!
but it's kinda short..
and it ended so abruptly.
but whatever, i like this song!



...although it does remind me of something/someone/whatever.

wanted to go to vivo but it's almost impossible to get into the carpark, so went to west coast plaza instead -_-

guess what i bought?
a magazine.
that's all.

unless you count coffee bean, but that was cos of some voucher.

i'm bored.
i want to go shopping!

anybody wants to watch Avatar with meeeee?

Ever since i came back from cruise, i have not touched my homework.

And ever since today's shopping trip, i suddenly feel like blogshopping.

Oh noez.

i like veldas's phone! ^^

this is why i tried to wipe you out of my life and erase you from my memory.
now i'm obsessing again.
-_-"
i leave myself speechless. -tsk-

i want to kope pictures alr :D
jieyi dorothy veldas! beware of me when you come online :D

1. why do i feel history repeating itself? after i've tried to erase a someone from my memory? and why is it that right after a certain dream, something similar in real life happens?!

2. xiaxue's proposal video almost moved me to tears. omg he is so sweet!!!

i shall use a random fact for the title of my first post everyday :D

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today was fun!
313@somerset with dor, veldas and jieyi (:

i find diva boring.
and too expensive ><

same goes for new look
but i like that pair of sneakers! the grey quilted one. but the quality seemed lousy.
and the nice shoes all have such high heels..

spent most time in f21.
4 storeys and all filled with people.
tried clothes but only we only bought a necklace each.

i like those 2 shirts but both were too long for my liking.
i like that dress but it's too expensive.
i like that jacket but it doesn't suit our uniform.
i like the hat but wearing it out would look weird.
:(

and omg those bitches who try to talk in such a convincing british accent.

went to uniqlo, veldas bought a shirt!
i couldn't find the jacket i wanted :(
the poster in the mrt station said that it was out of stock.
blargh.

billabong has no nice pencil case now.
but the song they were playing sounded sick.
at least, to me and dor.
ahahahahaha one line of lyrics could crack us up.

zinc has weird bags.
seriously.

went around other random shops, didnt buy anything.
went back to newlook, dor bought her stuff.

oh and we went to coffee bean!
and they took photos again!
this poor girl here has no camera and her phone camera sucks too much to take photos :(
and this time, most of the photos were candid >.
i love going to coffee bean.
nice blended coffee, and we'll talk and take photos, which will make us laugh, which completes the shopping trip!

oh and guess who we saw dressing up as santa.
ahahahaha.

anyway, today was fun :D
although the place was kinda crowded...
and the things were kinda expensive.

and i found out that jieyi has good taste when it comes to clothes :D

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now that i have nothing to distract me, i'm feeling all troubled again.
must get over with it as quick as possible so i wont keep stressing over it.
i'm going to have grey/white hair and wrinkles soon :(
cos i always think too much and complicate things.

urgh. must quit this habit of mine.
things would probably go well if i didnt think so much.

i should never have been in this position.





my mum was spring cleaning and found all my old 'autograph books' and sticker books.
so i was flipping through them :D
anybody wanna trade stickers with me?

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i hope i dont get lost tomorrow...
orchard is a confusing place.

but at least that'll take my mind off things.

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please dont let me think too much and complicate things cos that'll only make things worse..

shopping tomorrow!
hope it can take my mind off things.

urghhhhh.

grrrrrrrrr i'm so fed up now.
urgh.
someone knock me unconscious so that i can wash my hands off everything.
i only want to regain consciousness when school reopens.

please.
somebody help me.
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhh.

fed up.
frustrated.
pissed off.
urgh. whatever.

In a group of 23 people, there is a very high probability at least two people will have the same birthday.
i bet they have no problems getting a date?

The slanted line that divides fractions (ex: 1/2) is called a "virgule."

A "sesquipedalian" is a very long word, and means a person fond of extremely long words.

my previous profile picture: candid shot of me drinking coffee bean.
my current profile picture: candid shot of me drinking coffee bean.

but they're both different photos.
hahaha.
i'm so lame "D

watching TSL on deck now.
time for WOWP later :D
2 favourite shows on disney channel! v^^v

i'm so bored now.

i need to do my homework.
i need to plan the rod with $52 in the gz fund.
i need to stop procrastinating.
urgh.

Yesterday in English class we were discussing Romeo and Juliet. Suddenly a cheerleader shouts out, "Hey, Shakespeare totally stole this from that Taylor Swift song!!" Never again will I question high school stereotypes. MLIA
(i cant resist not posting this)

A while ago, while at my locker, I saw a piece of wood in the hallway. I noticed it had words on it, so being curious, I picked it up. It read "I miss being a tree." I don't know where it came from, or who put it there, but I pity the poor piece of wood. MLIA

Today, my dad and I went to the local grocery shop to buy flowers for my mom because it's her birthday. The guy in front of us turned around, noticed the flowers, and asked "What did you do?" MLIA

Today, I was at work. I work in a clothing store and saw a woman sitting on one of our displays. I kindly asked her not to sit on the display. It was a mannequin. MLIA

Today, I was working at my store and a customer was frantically searching for something. Her English wasn't great and she kept saying "Chicken Balls, Chicken Balls". We searched the entire store to find small meat balls made of chicken until we finally realized she meant eggs... MLIA

Today, I needed to go to the drugstore to buy some tampons. I was waiting to check out when my boyfriend's dad walked in. We looked at each other awkwardly for a moment, and I looked at the box in my hand and said, "Well this is awkward." He looked at me with a completely straight face and said, "No, it's very reassuring."

Today, my friend told me that in her mom's first language (Portuguese) Push means Pull and Pull means Push. Understandably,her mom has trouble opening doors. MLIA

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enough of MLIA.
now for random facts :D

If A Statue In The Park Of A Person On A Horse Has Both Front Legs In The Air, The Person Died In Battle; If The Horse Has One Front Leg In The Air, The Person Died As A Result Of Wounds Received In Battle; If The Horse Has All Four Legs On The Ground, The Person Died Of Natural Causes.

No Word In The English Language Rhymes With Month, Orange, Silver, And Purple.

The Average Person Falls Asleep In Seven Minutes.
(MLINA)

Hershey's Kisses Are Called That Because The Machine That Makes Them Looks Like It's Kissing The Conveyor Belt.


On Average People Fear Spiders More Than They Do Death.
(you know how freaked out i was when i took a closer look only to realise that it was a spider on my wall?)

The Strongest Muscle In The Body Is The Tongue.

Right-Handed People Live, On Average, Nine Years Longer Than Left-Handed People Do.


A Crocodile Cannot Stick Its Tongue Out.

The Ant Can Lift 50 Times Its Own Weight, Can Pull 30 Times Its Own Weight And Always Falls Over On Its Right Side When Intoxicated.

A Cockroach Will Live Nine Days Without It's Head, Before It Starves To Death.
(i never knew it was cos of food)

American Astronauts Must Be Under 6 Feet.
(advantage of not being tall :)

A Duck Has Three Eyelids.

A Pig Always Sleeps On Its Right Side.
(i'm a pig)

After Eating, The Housefly Regurgitates Its Food And Eats It Again.
(omg wtf gross)

All Porcupines Float In Water.

All The Swans In England Are Property Of The Queen.

Alligators Cannot Move Backwards.

A Full Moon Always Rises At Sunset.

A Full Moon Is Nine Times Brighter Than A Half Moon.

A Large Flawless Emerald Is Worth More Than A Similarly Large Flawless Diamond.

A Rainbow Can Only Occur When The Sun Is 40 Degrees Or Less Above The Horizon.

Approximately 98% Of Software In China Is Pirated.
(surprise, surprise!)

Albert Einstein Was Offered The Presidency Of Israel In 1952.

Alexander Graham Bell, Never Telephoned His Wife Or Mother. They Both Were Deaf.

Alfred Hitchcock Did Not Have A Belly Button.
(no idea who he is, pardon my ignorance, but WHOAH, smooth belly)

Einstein Couldn't Speak Fluently When He Was Nine. His Parents Thought He Might Be Retarded.

Eskimos Never Gamble.

Everytime Beethoven Sat Down To Write Music, He Poured Ice Water Over His Head.

There Are Only Four Words In The English Language Which End In '-Dous': Tremendous, Horrendous, Stupendous, And Hazardous.

More Than 2500 Left Handed People Are Killed Every Year From Using Right Handed Products

Less Than One Per Cent Of The 500 Chinese Cities Have Clean Air, Respiratory Disease Is China's Leading Cause Of Death.

Grapes Explode When You Put Them In The Microwave.

Hair Is Made From The Same Substance As Fingernails.

History's First Recorded Toothpaste Was An Egyptian Mixture Of Ground

Hitler And Napolean Both Had Only One Testicle.

Hitler Was Claustrophobic. The Elevator Leading To His Eagles' Nest In The Austrian Alps Was Mirrored So It Would Appear Larger And More Open.

Honey Is Used As A Center For Golf Balls And In Antifreeze Mixtures.

In Ancient Rome It Was Considered A Sign Of Leadership To Be Born With A Crooked Nose

Hot Water Is Heavier Than Cold.

Humans Are The Only Primates That Do Not Have Pigment In The Palms Of Their Hands.

Ice Cream Was Originally Made Without Sugar And Eggs.

Ice Cube's Real Name Is O'shea Jackson.

If A Spider Dismantles His Web, That Means A Bad Storm Is Near.

If Monkeys Eat Too Many Un-Ripe Bananas Their Tongue And Eyes Will Turn Green.

If You Could Cut Out The United States, Its Center Of Gravity Would Be Friend, Nebraska.

If You Have A Tapeworm In Your Stomach It Will Come Up While You're Asleep To Lick The Salt Off Your Lips.
(omg omg wtf i never want to get tapeworms. i'm grossed out now)

If You Lock You Knees While Standing Long Enough, You Will Pass-Out.

If You Told Someone That They Were One In A Million, You'd Be Saying There Were 1,800 Of Them In China.

If You Would Like To Make A Siberian Happy, Give Him A Horse-Meat Steak.

Iguanas, Koalas And Komodo Dragons All Have Two Penises.
(well, cows have 4 nipples...)

The Pop You Hear When You Crack Your Knuckles Is Actually A Bubble Of Gas Bursting.

We (Humans) Only Use 10% Of Our Brains

In 1977, A 13 Year Old Child Found A Tooth Growing Out Of His Left Foot.

In 1980, Namco Released Pac-Man, The Most Popular Video Game (Or Arcade Game) Of All Time. The Original Name Was Going To Be Puck Man, But Executives Saw The Potential For Vandals To Scratch Out Part Of The P In The Games Marquee And Labeling.

In Every Deck Of Cards The King Of Hearts Is Sticking His Sword Through His Head. That's Why He's Often Called The Suicide King.

In Paris, The Macdonalds Big 'M' Is The Only One In The World That Is White, Rather Than Yellow, It Was Thought That Yellow Was Too Tacky

In The 40'S, The Bich Pen Was Changed To Bic For Fear That Americans Would Pronounce It 'Bitch.'
(what about 'beach' then? hahaha reminded me of lunch today)

In The Arctic, The Sun Sometimes Appears To Be Square.

In The Next Seven Days, 800 Americans Will Be Injured By Their Jewellery.

In The Wizard Of Oz, Dorothy's Last Name Is Gale.

It Rains More Often In London, England, On A Thursday Than Any Other Day Of The Week.

It Takes About 142 Licks To Reach The Center Of A Tootsie Pop.

It's Impossible To Have Grey Eyes.
(what about Chiyo/Sayuri in Memoirs of a Geisha? or were her eyes slightly blue?)

Jet Lag Was Onced Called Boat Lag, Before There Were Jets.

Just A Moderate Sunburn Can Cause Such Damage To The Blood Vessels That It Takes Three To Ten Months For Them To Return To Their Normal Condition.
(so i have not fully recovered from my road run sunburn yet?)

Kleenex Tissues Were Originally Used As Filters In Gas Masks.

Koala Is Aboriginal For No Drink.

Koalas Never Drink Water. They Get Fluids From The Eucalyptus Leaves They Eat.

Kotex Was First Manufactured As Bandages, During The WW I
(so pads and bandages are kinda related... bloody)

Malaysians Protect Their Babies From Disease By Bathing The In Beer.

Michael Jackson Is Black.
(i dont know why this is part of the list)

Moisture, Not Air Causes Super Glue To Dry.

Muffins Spelled Backwards Is Sniffum.
(sniff them!)

Next To Man, The Porpoise Is The Most Intelligent Creature On Earth.
(the invasion o f the porpoises. does it have a ring to it?)

No One Knows Where Mozart Is Buried.

No One Seems To Know Why People Blush.

No Two Cornflakes Look The Same.

Nobody Yet Has Explained Satisfactorily Why Couples Who Marry In January, February, And March Tend To Have The Highest Divorce Rates.
(cos valentine's day is near?)

On Average, Half Of All False Teeth Have Some Form Of Radioactivity.

On Average, Most People Button Their Shirt Upwards.
(once again, i'm not average)

On July 31, 1994, Simon Sang Sung Of Singapore Turned A Single Piece Of Dough Into 8,192 Noodles In 59.29 Seconds!
(nice name. alliteration!)

ok i think i just spammed my blog again.

i have no idea why that website capitalized every single word, but who cares, i'm too lazy to change them :D

facebook and blogger are lagging.
thingy.
urgh.

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i now have nothing to do.

dor and daphy, upload the photos please i want to kope!
since poor me has no camera, i have to steal these memories from you 2 ^^

VIVO TODAY!

geral couldn't go :(
but anyway, thank you geral for being the one who actually managed to convince daphy to go out with us! ^^

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anyway, i didnt buy much this time.

a silver hairband from forever21 and 2 bottles of nailpolish from faceshop.
the person at faceshop was kinda annoyed with us, but whatever.
what's wrong with trying nail polish?
what's the tester for then?

and we bought some candy thingy which was nice :D

and went to coffee bean to take candid shots of each other and play taptap

my lunch was a tornado potato which was super difficult to eat ><
had cheese powder all over me whatthethingy!

thingy thingy thingy.
daphy's catchphrase. we didnt realise till today.
thingy~

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and i bought 8days and 17 today! ^^
and a book titled Once in a Lifetime. randomly bought it hahaha.

i have no idea what to post now so, byebye!

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please upload the photos! i want to see! ^^

Oh my i didnt realise how much i've missed my room till now.
After 2 nights of pillows and blankets that are too thin and constant snoring, i'm back here, and with my bunny to hug to sleep.

I miss the food there but i miss my room here.
Sigh.

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[edited]
THIS IS THE 1111ST POST!
MAKE A WISH!

i now dread bathing cos my finger is gonna hurt like helllll :(

i feel stupid for saying this, but anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR SWIFT!

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my tablet is suddenly lagging, idkw.
all of a sudden, for no apparent reason.
-_-"

oh gosh i cant do many things with a skinless finger.
cant hold my phone properly unless i want my finger to sting.
T.T

had to go sweep the front porch and guess what?
somehow or another, the broom scratched the skin off my index finger.
wtf.

i am never going to be a housewife.
even brooms hate me.
remind me again why we keep plants in the porch?
creates more trouble. have to sweep the leaves and soil hiding under the racks.

bloody plants
poor finger.
ouch.

All the planets in our solar system could be placed inside the planet Jupiter.

Albert Einstein's last words will never be known He spoke them in German, and the attending nurse did not speak German.

i'm bored.
and my eyes are burning.

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where to go tomorrow?
what to do for rod?
what on earth is binomial theorem about? cos i forgotten everything...
who has the ss worksheet and can scan it for me?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ><


finished the book!

-sigh-
happy ending again.

Where Rainbows End is such a nice book that i'm reading it now, despite being in front of a perfectly functioning tablet that has it's bright screen shining right at my face.
even the tablet isn't distracting me from the book.
cos it's that nice.

HI I'M HOME!
i kinda blogged when i was on cruise cos i was bored.
just that i typed it into microsoft word instead of publishing it, so it was more like a diary that was meant to be a blog entry.
ok that sounded kinda confusing.

anyway, i'm not feeling very well, my mum just puked a lot, i hope i can still go out tomorrow ><
and i hope that geral can go out too!
please please please!

and and and, where to go?
orchard? vivo? sentosa?

i just realised how fat i grew.
>.<

i shall start to eat less unhealthily and exercise more.
when i come back from cruise.
cos i know that when i go there, i'll stuff myself till i'm about to explode since there will be so much to eat.

anyway, to the people who are nice enough to visit my blog (although you dont tag >.<), i'm off to my 3D2N cruise now.
byebye dont miss me too much cos i'll be back on sunday! (^^)/

ps: please tell me where we're going on monday before that day itself.
you can sms me and it doesn't cost you any money, i just wont be able to reply.
please please please inform me!
thankyou! (:



It's 2.30am now and i didnt even realise it.

Finished reading If You Could See Me Now (:

The ending wasn't what you'd call a fairytale-like happy ending, but neither was it a tragic one.

And i like it better than all the cliched endings you read in books about the unpopular girl being together with the guy she likes (meg cabot), or someone who managed to get out of jail (jodi picoult).

It's like the ending in Handle With Care.
Only it's not that unexpected.

Sorry i'm babbling away about things you wont understand unless you've read those books.
I just liked that story so much i'm talking about it so much.

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Maybe this book could change the way i see things, and help me to stop complicating things so much.

Maybe this book will help me start believing in things i previously thought to be unrealistic and impossible.

Reading The Gift and If You Could See Me Now has changed me a teeny weeny little bit.

I love books by Cecelia Ahern!
I shall buy A Place Called Here Next time.
And when The Book Of Tomorrow is released in a tinier version, i'll buy it as well.
The current one is so huge it stands out on the book shelf.

There i go, rambling on and on again.
Does anyone actually understand what i'm talking about?

Still feeling troubled.
The hot fudge sundae and milo dinosaur didnt help much, just make me feel like puking now.

At least i bought 8days, so there's something to cheer me up a wee bit.
And i'm somewhere in the middle of If You Could See Me Now, which is a nice story so far(:

Living in Ekam Eveileb and wishing upon Jinny Joes.
Too bad i'm not that kind of wistful, optimistic kinda person.

I'm a pessimist who often thinks too much and complicates things, which explains why i've been so troubled all this while, over -------.

Time to study to distract myself.
I wonder how long that'll last before i go off to read that book or MLIA.

I'm suddenly craving for sweet stuff.
I think it's probably because of the previous post...

Ended up rummaging for sweet stuff in the kitchen.
Had bread with jam, one chocolate truffle and one chocolate biscuit.
I want to eat McDonalds' hot fudge sundae later.

I must try not to feel :( or :/ or :S because it just makes me hungry and fat.

oh crap i'm feeling :( and :/ and :S again.
happens all the time whenever the thought of ------- comes into my mind.
and no, ------- isn't a person.

i feel so helpless, so incompetent at times.
i'm like, the ultimate fail.
-_-"

nevermind, i still have about 6 months to make up for it.

off to cruise tomorrow and will be back on sunday, so at least i can escape from this for 3 days.

maybe going out on monday so maybe that ca distract me from it as well.

i'm running out of time. shit.

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help help help i need someone to go to west coast park with me o(>w<)o
please somebody go with me please please please?

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maybe i should do homework to distract myself from whatever is troubling me.
have to do trigo and binomial theorem and 2 compo and 1 compre and physics and chemistry and ss.

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but escaping from this wont solve it.

if time could rewind back to 6 months ago, i would definitely do that.
then maybe things wouldn't be such a mess.

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i must stop feeling so helpless,
i must stop being so incompetent and self-conscious,
i must stop procrastinating,
before i regret and it's too late to do anything.

i now have War by Jay Sean stuck in my head.
nice song :D

my posts are getting more and more brief.
i'm probably too lazy nowadays.

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bugis is confusing.
we were walking round and round and couldn't find the way down/out.

iluma is so bare.
huge shopping centre, not a lot of shops, things they sell were too expensive for me.
waste of space -_-
why dont they just use that space to expand bugis street.

anyway anyway, where are we going on monday?

i'm back from bugis!
bought 2 hairclips, one pair of leggings and a necklace.
and i took neoprints again!

ate until i wanted to puke.
stupid noodles at sakae sushi was too sweet for my liking :S

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and i just finished watching wildchild!
super nice!
actually made me want to go to that boarding school, although it actually doesn't exist in real life.

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i shall scan in my neoprints when i have time.
:D

I just watched half of Wild Child (:
The first half of it, of course.
Very nice so far ^^
Nice books, nice movie, i'm a happy girl today!

Come to think of it, i really really really need to add a splash of colour to my wardrobe.
All my clothes are either black, white or gray.
Hence the purple shorts i bought today.
Dark purple of course, i wont wear neon pants.

I need some coloured tops!

The walls in my room need some sort of decoration as well.
All the white walls are kinda cold and boring.
Only the pinkish-purple feature wall looks lively.

Time to add some colour into my life!

read a little bit of If You Could See Me Now.
the book seems promising (:
i bet it's another late late night again.
>.<

back from lot1 (:
bought 2 pairs of shorts from cotton on.
bought If You Could See Me Now and Where Rainbows End by cecelia ahern.
happy~ :D

bugis with yaxue tomorrow.
idkwhere with geral dor and daphy the birthday girl on monday.
:D

i am bored and need to find something to do.
><

i should start learning more chords.
my progress in self-learning to play the guitar seems to be stagnant.

time to do math.
i hate trigo.
i dont get binomial theorem.
i dont know what the percentiles thingy is.

i cant think of anything to write for english compo as well.
speech and proposal are way easier than compo ><

oh crap homework still piled up on my desk.

random facts

Oranges, lemons, watermelons, and tomatoes are berries.
what about grapefruit and lime and honeydew?

According to the Hebrew Bible, Methuselah lived to be 969 years old, the oldest man on record, hundreds of years ago.

ok too many to copy paste so i shall stop at 2 :D



LOL!
so cute and so sweet :D

I finished reading The Gift and it's a very very nice book(:
Made me tear a little.
And i didnt even read it that thoroughly.

I shall reread it soon.

i'm home!
first time reaching home so late. 7+pm.
cos i'm usually afraid of walking home alone in the dark.

my poor aching feet x.x

lunch at shokudo ^^
quite nice, although i'm now sick of omelets.

then kbox for 3 hours.
i love the milo dinosaur at kbox!
finished it in about 1min.
then i started finding for milo powder to eat, instead of singing when i'm in kbox -_-

then went to take neoprints!
stupid attitude person only takes $5 worth of coins.
the rest has to be notes. -_-"

and then we realised that we had to change to the japanese currency cos the machine doesn't accept singapore coins.

retarded.

and my hair is screwed in the neoprints, but who cares :D

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yay bugis on wednesday.
hopefully.
if yaxue's dad allows.
please please please let her go!

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and yay cruise on friday.
i'm looking forward to it not because it's fun but because i miss the place.
it's almost like my second home

although i'll just to there to read books/magazines or watch disney channel in my room, then stuff myself to death during breakfast/dinner/supper.
and maybe go to the arcade to play the touch screen game or the whacking-the-screen-monster-game-thingy.

but i like that place :D
like i've said just now, almost like my second home.

v^^v

kbox with nichol later!
v^^v

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stayed up till veyr late yesterday to read The Gift.
if i bother to stay up so late just to try and complete the book, then it's a very nice book.
only reached the middle of the story though :(

it's going to be another late night today.
cos i'm gonna try and finish reading it.
^^

nice books put me in a good mood :D
it's temporary, but it's better than nothing.

i'm feeling rather troubled.
i feel like talking to someone now.
i feel like talking to someone who wont judge me and will bother to listen to me.

i just need to find that suitable someone to talk to.

:/

i think i've found the answer to my question.
and unless things start to change, im' pretty sure that this is the correct answer.

i am talking crap, dont mind me.
you wont understand what i'm talking about.

nobody visits my blog anyway.
just take a look at me tagboard.
it's dead and i should just remove it and bury it six feet underground.

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bad mood today.
bad mood now.
urgh.

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yaxue are you reading this?
i want to go out!
cos i'm a 乖孩子 v^^v

LOL my mum is so sure that my brother will get into nanhua.
she even printed out the booklist.

252+2 with nanhua as first choice...
should be able to get in right?

next year would be my last year in nanhua and possibly my brother's first year there.

if that's the case, then we've been in the same kindergarten, primary and secondary school.
LMAO

Help help help!
I'm being indecisive again ><

Which compo topic to choose?

'write about a time when you followed someone's advice only to regret it later' OR 'superstition'.

And

'write about a time when you saw an old man sitting at the side of the road looking lost. What did you do to help him?' OR 'pests'.

All topics are difficult ><
Brain block!

I suck a narrative writing.
I lack imagination.
I should learn more from spongebob.

Time to recall all the books i've read to get ideas.

I can use True Singapore Ghost Stories for Superstition.

I can write about a social outcast for Pests?

I can write a cliche story for the 'old man looking lost' or 'following the wrong advice', but i hate cliched stories.

See why i hate narrative. Everything seems so cliche.
My eoy compo was seriously weird cos i tried not to make it cliched.

In the end, i wrote 'bulimia/bulimic' with double 'l' throughout the whole compo.
Wrong spelling -.-
And that was half the main point of my compo.

The other half of the main point was shopping addiction, but i'd slap myself if i forgot how to spell 'shopping'.

Ok i'm starting to side track.
Helppppp which topic to choose ><

This is why i hate having to choose compo questions.
I waste my precious time during the exam trying to decide.

Urrgghhhh stop being indecisive and choose!

Time to flip a coin?
But flipping coins would be unfair.
There is a higher chance of the coin landing on the heavier side, since both sides aren't equal.

Oh whatever, it's better than nothing.

back from imm :D

bought a pair of white flip flops and a grey&orange fbts :D

and i ate the hokkaido ice cream :D

and had baked rice for dinner :D

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and i am now trying to learn to play Without Saying on the piano :D

and i can play (very constipated sounding)songs on the guitar now (teardrops on my guitar, fearless and viva la vida) :D

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as you can see, i'm feeling :D today.

just one thing bugging me though.
the 'thing' that i've ignored and tried wiping out of my life completely, but to no avail.
because the thought of that 'thing' keeps haunting my mind.

why cant i just forget about you already -_-"

why did you pop into my head again?

I now have to resort to humming along to the songs.
I sound constipated.

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I can now play (a very constipated sounding) Teardrops on my Guitar, on my guitar!
not exactly the whole song cos i haven't memorised the song, let alone the chords.

But it's a start!

A little too early to be trying to learn songs, since i cant even change chords that fast yet.
But it's to be as a form of motivation, so that when i get tired of practising the boring stuff all the time, i wont give up easily.

And it's very easy for me to give up since i dont attend any lessons.
I can simply stop touching the guitar altogether, and there wont be any teacher scolding me.

Although my mum would nag at me foring money, but that's different.

I need a teacher to have the motivation to practise.
If the teacher praises me, i'll like the instrument even more and will be more willing to practise.
If the teacher scolds me, i'll want to do even better and will also be more willing to practise.

Now you see why i need a teacher...

Money buys me motivation -.-

Ok i am starting to crap, which will make my tagboard even more dead.

Why isnt anybody tagging T.T
Hahaha

It's frustrating to listen to korean songs and not being able to sing along.
Grrrrrrr.

I now know why i usually stick to english songs.
I have trouble memorising parts of chinese songs.
And i even have trouble remembering korean names, let alone the lyrics...

Maybe i can listen to korean songs and do my homework so i wont sing along and distract myself.

Oh yay i remember the name of the sier.
Park shin hye?
Oh whatever. I can remember the english version of the titles.

No wonder there is an english version of Nobody, although it sounded like shit.
The original version still sounded better.

I'd better not get hooked to korean songs.
4 songs should be enough.

oh and my tagboard is so dead.

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i'm now watching Minami Shineyo.
i never thought that i would watch korean shows or download korean songs, or even the score sheets for korean songs.

but it's nice!
and i'm surprised at myself for thinking that :D

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my mum is now looking at people's houses using google maps.

i am living with a stalker.

:O

i am wasting my life rotting at home.

at least now i'm watching videos on youtube, instead of trying to find something to do online, which is actually even more of a waste of time.

now i know why i have trouble memorising social studies stuff.
just look at the previous paragraph.
how long is one sentence?

and now i know why i can remember all the random facts so easily.

No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times
It's illegal to own a red car in Shanghai, China.

how long is one sentence?

i shall change the way i write my notes.
make them into short sentences :D

i just wonder if i'm too long-winded to do so.

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i cant change the bloody chords fast enough and it sounds so laggy.
and my fingers are hurting.
and i either press too lightly, or my fingers are muting strings adjacent to it.
stupid ring finger, why are you so fat?

better not let my wedding ring get stuck halfway in the finger next time.
ha ha.
like who will want to marry me :D

sore fingers.
and i still cant play the chords well.
and i still cant change the chords without lagging.

nevermind, cant expect too much after only one day :D

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now i really wont do my homework cos of the guitar.
oh wait, i'll do it at night.
did a little bit of math yesterday :D

now i still have s shxtload of homework to do.

hi i now have a guitar and sore fingers.
fingers feel just like after practising the grade 3 guzheng exam song.

i hope i can learn it myself...
i can now play the D,E,A and C chord.
my stupid fat ring finger just keeps getting in the way and muting the string below it.
urgh.

i need to find a way to slim down my ring finger.

trying to learn to play the guitar online is impossible if you dont have a guitar.
at least, that's how it is for me.

i can totally understand the video.
now all i need is the guitar.
-_-"

i can make one with a tissue box and rubber bands.
so 'primary school music project'.

i want a guitar please please pleeeeaaasseeeee!

40 minutes of tossing and turning later, i'm still wide awake.

Do i really have to resort to drinking warm milk or doing strenuous exercises to make myself more tired?

Maybe i should force myself out of bed early in the morning.

Wait, that wouldn't work.
After having only 3 hours of sleep the night before, i still couldnt fall asleep that night.

Oh man please dont make me take sleeping pills.
I hate pills.
hate them loathe them detest them.

I've been having trouble falling asleep since the day before guzheng camp.

Why?

Probably cos i'm thinking too much.

Thinking about guzheng camp and rod and gz jacket and gz exam and open house for the past few nights.

This time, i'm thinking about playing the guitar.
Is it possible to master everything in one month?
Like, a crash course so i wont have another form of distraction from my studies next year...

Anybody wants to learn with me?
Provided that my parents would allow...

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I'm going to ask for a guitar and a camera for my christmas and birthday present.
But if i could only choose one, i'd choose the guitar.
That's how badly i want to learn it.
At most, i can try to learn it myself.

Randomly pressing the strings and strumming it.
Or get people to teach me. Dor and nichol both know how to play it!

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And i want a camera!
I dont know what for, since i'm not photogenic and therefore dislike taking photos.

But after seeing all the prom night photos on facebook, i'm starting to feel like i should be taking photos more often whenever i'm out with my friends so that i can capture all the times i've had with people whom i might be separated from when i graduate.

Ok that sounded so grim, but that really is why i want a camera!

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My wishlist, with what i want the most being first:
1. Guitar - and learn how to play it.
2. Camera - and learn to be more photogenic
3. New wardrobe - and try to develop a less childish fashion sense.
4. Lava lamp - and try not to be so afraid of the dark

I now realise that i have absolutely no need for an ipd touch.
Dont long for one anymore :D
Just give me a guitar and a camera and i'll be happy enough, actually.
That wishlist was just me being greedy.

Now, for the new year resolutions that i'll break within a day.
That shall be more private and i shan't publish it on my blog :D

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Ok i've been staring at my handphone's screen for quite awhile, hopefully i can fall asleep now.

that nap i accidently took at 10pm sure isnt helping me much with falling asleep...

i want to learn to play the guitar!
i want to go for guitar lessons!

but i have 1 month of holidays left and i have not started much on my homework and there's o level next year.

i cant find for any online tutorials.
but that's ridiculous anyway, how can i possibly just learn online?

maybe i could, if i had a guitar.
if.

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i shall create a list for what i want and for my goals.
so cliche, but whatever.
pen down my thoughts so i can sort out my cluttered mind.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: if plain water doesn’t count, then it’s some dark chocolate drink that I suspect was actually ovaltine.
2. Last phone call: cant remember…
3. Last text message: by daphy. About the circular tables in the canteen, I think?
4. Last song you listened to: Alejandro by Lady Gaga.
5. Last time you cried: cant remember…

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: N.A.
7. Been cheated on: N.A.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: N.A.
9. Lost someone special: so far, nope.
10. Been depressed: doesn’t everybody?
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope. I don’t like alcohol..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. purple
14. pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yup(:
16. Fallen out of love: does it count if it’s one-sided?
17. Laughed until you cried: think so, but I cant remember when and over what ><
18. Met someone who changed you: maybe I have but I didnt realise..
19. Found out who your true friends were: found some. Maybe I need to go through something depressing to find out who will be there to listen to and comfort me.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yep…
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: never kissed someone, fullstop.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: are you asking me to count them?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2, so that they wont be lonely. All of america’s presidents had siblings. None of them was a single child :O
24. Do you have any pets: nope. I’m afraid to even touch cute little kittens!
25. Do you want to change your name: I’m fine with my current name, tyvm.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: woke up, brush teeth, went to school, the usual routine. And I had a cake and went to kfc after school :D
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am, but went back to sleep and woke up again at 1pm. Choose one as your desired answer.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading. I finished another book from the Clique series last night. cos the series is so childish it’s easy to read and I can finish it in a few hours.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: school to reopen. Seriously.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a few minutes ago?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: so many I cant decide on one as my answer.
32. What are you listening to right now: Dance in the Dark by Lady Gaga.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I scolded him for bullying Jerry.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: hahaha go figure.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and plurk.
36. Whats your real name: ijhnvunweflnkvd. Who am i? 007?
37. Nicknames: eve (most people pronounce it as eeeveeee, idkw. It’s like, people just start calling me that out of nowhere)
39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn.
40. Male or female?: guess?
41. Elementary?: phpps
42. Middle School?:. nhhs
43. High school/college?: N.A.
44. Hair colour: boring black
45. Long or short: not long but not short either.
46. Height: 159cm in june, idk about now.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: currently? Doubt so…
48: What do you like about yourself?: ehm… cant think of anything right now.
49. Piercings: one on each ear. I don’t get carried away with poking hole all over my body and then filling them up with ear/nose/belly-button studs.
50. Tattoos: none.
51. Righty or lefty: righty. Lefties die early, sometimes due to using machines made for righties… :O

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: when I was being taking out of my mum’s womb?
53. First piercing: the ones on my ears…
54. First best friend: that would go way back into kindergarten.
55. First sport you joined: N.A.
56. First vacation: so long ago I was too young to remember…
58. First pair of trainers: I think it was a pair of blue and white adidas…

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: nothing.
61. I'm about to: complete this quiz.
62. Listening to: Love Me by Justin Bieber. I only like his songs cos of the tune, not the lyrics -_-
63. Waiting on: ???

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: refer to question 23.
65. Get Married?: I don’t want to be a single mum.
66. Career?: lawyer or psychologist.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: cant talk without lips and cant see without eyes. I want to be able to do both.
68. Hugs or kisses: giving or receiving them?
69. Taller or shorter?: depends on who/what.
70. Older or Younger: can all these cliché questions be more specific?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous sometimes = romantic. Stop asking all these questions when you have nothing else to ask.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: If I really love someone, I wouldn’t care, damnit.
73. Sensitive or loud: these aren’t even contradictory. If I wasn’t this bored, I wouldn’t care about such quizzes…
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationships.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitate over whether to create trouble?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no, I’m not desperate.
77. Drank hard liquor: no, and I don’t see the need to, especially when I’m only 15.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope.
79. Sex on first date: no first date to speak of.
80. Broken someone's heart: doubt so.
82. Been arrested: I’m innocent!
83. Turned someone down: don’t remember…
84. Cried when someone died: N.A. and touchwood.
85. Fallen for a friend: I don’t fall for strangers…

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: seldom
87. Miracles: I’m pessimistic.
88. Love at first sight: not yet.
89. Heaven: I’m still curious about what happens after death and don’t make me try and experience it.
90. Santa Claus: only daphy does :D
91. Kiss on the first date: ehm…
92. Angels: not yet.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope.
95. Did you sing today?: in my head.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: noooo
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: I wouldn’t. because if I do, I’ll just regret it.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: cant decide on one… maybe that day when we ate toblerone and became too high. Or when I was in Hokkaido.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: maybe?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no. posting this as 100 truths that are so obvious you probably know already and wont be interested in.

i'm so bored that i've decided to go offline and do my homework.

but whenever my tablet is on, my eyes hurt, which makes me sleepy, which makes me want to slack instead of doing my homework.

-_- i should only come online at night, before i sleep.

how will i survive next year if i'm constantly glued to the computer?!
><

time to break this habit.

had trouble falling asleep again yesterday, so i read MLIA instead -_-

at least i had enough sleep cos i just woke up :D

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90% of women who walk into a department store turn to the right.
SO TRUE. for me, at least.

i'm very bored and tired now.

i need to start doing my homework and studying for o levels

i'm all talk no action so dont take me that seriously when it comes to schoolwork.
i hope the "studying for o levels" statement didnt shock you.

more random facts from omgfacts.

The Earth gets 100 tons heavier every day due to falling space dust.

Jesus was a Capricorn.

The ten most generous countries are all in Europe.

back from open house :D
wasn't screwed up v^^v

then after that, we went to mos burger and sat there for 1-2hrs just to talk.
:D

whenever i go to some fast food place, i can sit there for hours and just talk till the sun goes down.
take subway and coffee bean for example.
and now it's mos burger.

xinghui is more random and me.
go and ask her what are her likes and dislikes and she'll surprise you with her crudeness ^^

i had only 3hrs of sleep yesterday night.
because i was still wide awake till 4am, thinking and thinking till i could not fall asleep.

so for the whole of yesterday night, from 12-4am, i've finished reading Beautiful People and the entire book of The Clique.
i still had lots of spare time to over-think and over-complicate my non-existent problems.

i cant think when i'm about to sleep.
i'll just end up staying wide awake.

then when i'm supposed to wake up, i'll be dead tired and my eyes will be burning and i will need sleep desperately.

so i'm going for open house with a muddled head and burning eyes, feeling like a very blur sotong.

good job, insomnia.
and well done me, for thinking too much, again.

my brother wants to put st. margaret's and other girl schools as his 3rd-6th choice to see if the computer actually puts him there.

i wonder what will happen if a guy gets placed into a girl school...
:O

believe it or not, i actually feel like doing homework now.
to get my mind off things.

i worry over the slightest things.
i worry over things that dont even exist.

i seriously need to stop thinking so much.

back from amk hub (:

didnt buy anything though.

scratched my pinky toe against the curb.
now it hurts x.x

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to be honest, i'm dreading tomorrow.

oh crap.

i am such a worrier.
i need to learn to relax and stop complicating things and stop worrying about things that actually dont exist.
-_-"

i had another weird dream yesterday.

so weird and confusing that i shall not elaborate cos it'll just confuse you and m.

why do i keep having weird dreams...

The 'moon' has disappeared.

1. If it was the moon, how could it have been so bright or disappeared so fast?

2. If it wasn't the moon? What was that bright yellow thing in the sky that actually looked too close to be the moon?

This is freaking me out.

Dont tell me my neighbour has decided to redecorate their house into a lighthouse.
Cos that was what it looked like.

Who would have a light so bright, and shining towards my room?

Makes no sense at all.

Now i'm freaked out.

Time to go investigate tomorrow, hahaha.

There's this unusually bright thingy shining into my room.

Is it the moon?
If so, since when did it become so bright?
I've never had anything shining into my room before.

Or was i simply more observent this time?

This is freaking me out...

GOOGLEGOOGLEGOOGLEGOOGLE

haha i now have 16 google webpage on my screen

IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OVER!

exam is over :D
now, just get over with open house and i shall concentrate on my homework.

i love exam only because i can go bugis after that :D

bought:

shorts - $26
dress thingy - $10
grey leggings - $10
shoes - $19.10
bag - $10

i cant really remember if i bought anything else.
but that's rather impressive for me!

i seldom buy so many things in one day cos the salespersons always piss me off when they keep bugging me.

yay yay yay exam is over! and i got to go shopping! v^^v

spamming my blog with even more random facts :D

The Great Pyramids used to be as white as snow because they were encased in a bright limestone that has worn off over the years.

Mars is the home of Olympus Mons, the largest known volcano in our solar system.

All babies are color blind when they are born.

The average office desk has 400 times more bacteria than a toilet.

Gloucestershire airport in England used to blast Tina Turner songs on the runways to scare birds away.

California has issued at least 6 drivers licenses to people named Jesus Christ.

Dirty snow melts faster than clean snow.

Bluebirds cannot see the color blue.

Britney Spears books into hotels under the name "Alotta Warmheart."

Crushed cockroaches can be applied to a stinging wound to help relieve the pain.

Albert Einstein never wore socks.

my brother got 252+2 for psle - highger than me ><

In India, people are LEGALLY allowed to marry a dog.

Men are 6 times more likely to get struck by lightning than woman.

10,000+ birds die a year from smashing into windows.

No president in the United States was an only child.

Sheep can recognize each other through pictures.

It costs around 3 cents to create a dollar bill.

Apple seeds are poisonous.

When your face blushes, the lining of your stomach turns red too.




guzheng exam later :S

i keep making mistakes when i play the damn songs!
even fore 练习曲, which is supposed to be easy.

i would be glad enough if i passed.

slackest guzheng exam ever.
missed the first two lessons with laoshi, which were the most important ones cos that was when she taught us how to play the songs.
-_-"

and facebook just said that i'm 17% lucky today.
they even said 'congratulations'.
great way to boost my confidence.

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The average chocolate bar has 8 insect legs in it.
(I AM NO LONGER CRAVING FOR TWIX. WTFH?!)

There are twelve fictional characters that have stars on Hollywood's "Walk of Fame."
(i have a photo of a mickey mouse one :D)

Approximately 75% of human poop is made of water.
(is this where newater comes from? i am not eating chocolate or drinking newater now)

Onions have no flavor, only a smell.
(no wonder i hate it.)

Most dreams only last about 5-20 minutes.

You can start fire with ice.

People with blue eyes are better able to see in the dark.

In Alabama, it is against the law to wear a fake mustache that could cause laughter in the church.

Jellyfish have been on Earth for over 650 million years. This is before sharks and dinosaurs.

Most people who read the word "yawning" will yawn.
YAWNING

YAWNING

YAWNING

DID I JUST MAKE YOU START YAWNING?

one in every 4 Americans will appear on TV sometime in their life.
(just watch the talk shows and you'll see why -_-")

In 1980, a Las Vegas hospital suspended workers for betting on when patients would die.

Albert Einstein could never remember his own phone number.

Most robberies occur on tuesdays.

Words with the letter K have been proven to make people laugh more than without.

One cigarette takes 5 minutes of a life.

95% of people can determine a persons sex by smelling their breath.
(the stinkier ones belong to guys?)

House centipedes would rather crawl on woman than men.
(perverts)

"OK" is the most used word.

The longest fart recorded was 2 minutes and 40 seconds.
(who the hexk bothers to record the time every time the fart?)

A 4 year old asks around 400 questions a day.

YAWNING YAWNING YAWNING DID I JUST MAKE YOU YAWN AGAIN? :O

The game "Space Invaders" was so popular in Japan, it created a coin shortage at one point.

On Average, 12 newborns are given to the wrong parents daily.
(oh my goodness gracious me!)

90% of the worlds species are yet to be discovered.

There are 6700 languages in the world.

There are about 7,500,000,000,000,000,000 grains of sand in the world.

The most dangerous animal in the world is the house fly.
(most dangerous animal. not insect, but animal.)

The longest jail sentence passed was 10,000 years.

Polar bears are left handers.

Fish are unable to stick out their tongues.
(and i always thought they didnt have one)

“Sixth Sick Sheik's Sixth Sheep's Sick” is one of the hardest sentences to pronounce in the English language.
(if i could set the oral passage >:)

Da Vinci spent 12 years alone painting Mona Lisa’s lips.
(was this why he skipped the eyebrows?)

Only 30% of people can expand and contract their nostrils at will.
(i can expand them but i cant contract them why???)

An elephant can stand on its head.

Owls are the only bird species able to differentiate numbers and colors.

The world’s oldest goldfish is 41 years old, named Fred.

Termites eat wood twice as fast when listening to heavy metal music.

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
(daphy your hobby actually helps you burn calories!)

i am so prepared to die tomorrow x.x

exam tomorrow.

i am so not prepared.

i would be happy to just get a pass.

i've been slacking like crazy for the past few weeks and only practise for about 1hour at night.

so not ready for the bloody exam.

please please please just let me pass.

:S

i'm following OMGFacts on twitter and i have no idea who that is but i now have more random facts :D

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Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

Crocodiles never outgrow the place they live. If you put a baby-croc in an aquarium, it would be little for the rest of it's life.

The name of all the continents end with the same letter that they start with.

"Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand, "lollipop" with your right.

At least 2 people die every year from vending machines falling on them.

A duck’s quack doesn’t echo, and no one knows why.

Only about one third of the World's population can snap their fingers.

Oprah Winfrey and Elvis Presley are distant cousins.

Adam Young named his electronic/powerpop band @owlcity after his hometown, Owatonna, Minnesota.

A boat filled with 60 men and women capsized in Texas after all the passengers rushed to one side as the boat passed a nude beach.

On average, 40% of all hotel rooms in the United States remain empty every night.

71% of office workers stopped on the street for a survey agreed to say their computer passwords in exchange for a chocolate bar.

Slugs have 4 noses.

The largest McDonald's is in Beijing, China - measuring 28,000 square feet. It has twenty nine cash registers.

The inventor of Vasaline ate a spoonful of it every morning.

The winter of 1932 was so cold that Niagara Falls froze completely solid.

Microsoft threatened 17 year old Mike Rowe with a lawsuit after the young man launched a website named MikeRoweSoft.com.

Toto was paid $125 per week while filming the "Wizard of Oz".
(wasn't that a dog?)

72% of Americans sign their pets' names on greeting cards they send out.

The Eiffel Tower shrinks 6 inches in winter.

Firefighters could not get their trucks close enough to a burning building, so they put out the fire by throwing snowballs at it.

Topless saleswomen are legal in Liverpool, England, but only in tropical fish stores.

Mark Twain was born on a day in 1835 when Halley's Comet came into view. When he died in 1910, Halley's Comet was in view again.

Knuckle cracking does not cause arthritis, enlarged joints or any other harm. It's just irritating to some people.

China is the source of 70% of the worlds pirated goods.

Cockroaches can live for 9 days after their head has been cut off.

If you know a (male) millionaire who happens to be married, the most likely profession of his wife is a teacher.

Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

It takes about one week to make a jelly bean

They have square watermelons in Japan - they stack better.

Babe Ruth wore a cabbage leaf under his cap to keep him cool. He changed it every 2 innings.

More people use blue toothbrushes than red ones.

The flashing warning light on the cylindrical Capitol Records tower spells out HOLLYWOOD in Morse code.

It's against the law to slam your car door in Switzerland.

i didnt blog yesterday.
wow.

i guess my life is too boring during the holidays so i cant find anything to blog about.

^^



look at me! i'm floating!

haha whoever took this, you are a pro.
both of my feet were off the ground just when you pressed the button.
see the shadow of my feet!
:D

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i'm going crazy over this photo hahaha.
idkw.
^^

you know what, i'm getting sick of this.
and i bet the feeling is mutual.

-

most of the time, problems dont solve themselves, you know.

and i need to do something about this, before things fall apart.

-

i am starting to sound nonsensical again, so i shall stop.

-

nichol i want to go kbox!
i want to talk!

i now have a lot of things bottled up inside me, but nobody to tell them to.

let's see who will be the ones who will be there for me when i need a listening ear.

i bought doritos and twix.
just ate a hot fudge sundae.

i'm ready to grow fat.

x.x

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i have trouble remembering the score for 秦桑曲
keep getting it mixed up.
oh crap.

4 more days to practise.

sometimes, the slightest thing pisses me off.

i shall just tolerate and forget about it.
urgh.

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nichol nichol nichol!
i want to go kbox!
v^^v

i think it's like some kind of ritual.
every year, during the school holidays, nichol and i will go to kbox, or at least watch a movie.

:D

i'm watching ANTM cycle 10 although it's a rather old cycle cos i have nothing to do now.

and it's not as nice, cos i know who the winner is.

and since Whitney is now in the bottom 2, i already know that the other one is going to be eliminated.

i dont really see the point of watching it when i already know who won, but at least it's entertaining (:

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can people add me on Plurk so i can get more karma?
please please please? (:

practised guzheng just now.
or rather, i tried to.

but nothing i played sounded right.
so i got frustrated.
and i channeled all of my frustration into 战台风, and used so much strength that the guzheng went out of tune, after i've tuned it for so many times to get it to sound right.

decided to stop practising for today.
will just make me even more stressed out anyway.

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anybody wants to go out and eat ice cream with me?

i want ice cream.

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urgh. cant wait for thursday to be over.

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i think i'm starting to realise who my true friends are.
or rather, i'm starting to realise who aren't my true friends.

i bought Fearless Platinum Edition~
v^^v

and i bought Twix!
been craving for it.

i keep having random food cravings.
what's with me?

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i need to practise guzheng.
now.

i need to stop procrastinating.

but,
the muscles in my right arm are aching.
and my left pinky hurts as well, idkw.
maybe i practised the 扫摇 part a little too much that time.

i think my right arm is starting to be more muscular than my left arm.

uh oh.

another part of my body being unproportionate.

i'm bored.

i think my tagboard is dying, hahaha.
daphy 快点回来 and revive my tagboard!
^^

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i need to practise guzheng.
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i need to do homework.
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daphy wants a study date.
me too me too! i need some kind of motivation to start doing my homework :(

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i was about to type more things but nevermind, i shall just keep it to myself (:

It's 1.30am now.

I'm tired.

But i dont feel like sleeping.

I'm being such a weirdo again...

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5 more days to practise for guzheng exam.
To anybody taking the exam, 加油!
I shall practise tomorrow.
4 hours? I hope i can stay put for that long...

daphy is away at camp.
nobody to catch me appearing offline now ahaha.

dont worry daphy, i wont miss you :D

finished watching the final episode of ANTM cycle 13.
now i'm bored.

so i decided to watch Britain's Next Top Model to see if it was as nice.

ahm now having difficolty trying to figure out whot they are saying.

just to lighten up my mood, and maybe yours as well.

A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."

The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!"

The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis to whom women will flock." The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful Woman and he will have eyes only for me."

So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world!

For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world. And he will be ten times richer than you." The woman said, "That's okay, because what's mine is his and what's his is mine."

So, KAZAM-she's the richest woman in the world!

The frog then inquired about her third wish, and she answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack."

Moral of the story: Women are clever. Don't mess with them.

Attention female readers : This is the end of the joke for you. Stop here and continue feeling good.

Male readers, continue reading....

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The man had a heart attack ten times milder than his wife

Moral of the story: Women think they're so smart. Let them continue to think that way and just enjoy the show.

PS: If you are a woman and are still reading this; it only goes to show that women never listen!

i know national day isn't here yet, but anyway:

Singapore consists only of one main island and 63 other tiny islands. Most of these islands are uninhabited.

Singapore is among the 20 smallest countries in the world, with a total land area of only 682.7 square kilometres. The USA is about 15,000 times bigger.

Singlish, a Singaporean patois mixing English with the odd phrase of Chinese, Malay and even Tamil, has two entries – lah and sinseh – in the online version of the Oxford English Dictionary.

The world’s first night zoo, The Night Safari, is located in Singapore.

The Bukit Timah Nature Reserve in Singapore contains more species of trees than the entire North American continent.

Buildings in Singapore cannot be higher than 280 metres. There are presently three buildings of that height: OUB Centre, UOB Plaza and Republic Plaza.

The world’s highest man-made waterfall, standing at 30 metres, is located at the Jurong BirdPark.

The largest fountain in the world is located in Singapore at Suntec City. Made of cast bronze, it cost an estimated US$6 million to build in 1997.

The most common Chinese surnames in Singapore are Tan, Lim and Lee.

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i am bored.
rawrrrr.

i need to go to school early than i've intended to.
again.
for the fourth time.

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why am i suddenly craving for gummies?

like, my mouth waters when i think about it.

oh crap, i need to buy sweets tomorrow to satisfy this craving.

Nicole Fox is America's next top model!
v^^v

“I’m a dork and I’m America’s Next Top Model!”

i don't think she's ever been in the bottom 2...

:D

had a weird dream.

first, i witnessed a tsunami crashing into the carpark of this place i was in.

then suddenly, there was this girl with us (i forgot who) and her ex-boyfriend was trying to kill us all (my family and her and whoever else).
so we were running away and hiding from him, and almost got killed a few times.

then suddenly all the humans were sort of captured (just like how movies always show disasters in america, i think only singaporeans were in my dream so i'm just guessing it happened to the whole world as well).

and we were being categorised.
i was in a different category from the rest of my family.
and the category my family was in somehow made them all start to smoke.

then suddenly we were being released.
and, like how in 2012 there were 3 ships, this time there were 3 escalators -.-"

so me and my brother were about to get on the escalator when this girl said that a couple was supposed to go before her but she went first instead, and something bad happened to her (i forgot what).

so i was trying to pull my brother back and make him wait for the couple to get on the escalator first.
after much struggle, the couple went on the escalator, then we were free.

and suddenly, my mum, brother and i were at bukit panjang plaza -_-"
we went into this shop and i found out that all the clothes had no animal fur.
cos apparently, animals now had more authority than us humans.

and there were no cars allowed.

and i cant really remember what happened, then i woke up.

woke at 10am, but i kept going back to sleep cos i wanted the dream to continue.

i think this is what happens after i watch 2012...

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i think this post sounds confusing.

oh well, my dream was confusing as well anyway.

practised guzheng from 9-10.30
now my hands feel weird.
and i'm starting to get sick of the songs.

surprisingly, my 战台风 seems to be worse than 秦桑曲.
i'm weird.
the easier one is actually my weaker one.

guzheng overload.
-_-"

guzheng today.
half the sec2s didnt turn up -_-"

i'm starting to wonder if i should be fiercer.

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need to memorise the freaking songs.
ohhhhhhmyyyyytiannnnn ><

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the number of people turning up on friday shall determine how fierce i should be.

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rrrrggghhh i am starting to get fed up.

this is the 1022nd post.

which, when you rearrange it, would look like 2012.
:D

today is Evelyn's 2012 Day!

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tried to practise guzheng with one missing string -_-"

horrible.

oh yay i cant wait for tomorrow.
didnt practise enough.
sooo looking forward to getting scolded :D

arghhh

i'm addicted to Should've Said No! ^-^

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most of my time at home will be wasted from going online to find for something to do -_-"

i need to start doing my homework/practising guzheng.
i'm looking at the seconds go by in vain.

i need to do something more worthwhile with my life.

gahhhhhh.

i need to get a life.
other than rotting in front of my tablet.

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i want to learn to sing, play the guitar and dance.
hahaha i know. me, singing/dancing?!
LYAO (laugh your ass off).

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since the string is now broken, i shall practise with my air guzheng!
you know, the imaginary one that i can bring around everywhere?
most of the time i play it on the table in class when i'm bored during lessons.
sometimes i even add in the hand actions and stuff.

i shall use it to practise guzheng now.
hope that i can memorise that bloody song...
confusing. pfffttttrrrghhhh :&

today is the Evelyn Eats Healthily Day.

breakfast: white bread with condensed milk and milo powder.

movie: popcorn

lunch: baked rice

dessert: chocolate ice cream on cone

dinner: fillet-o-fish

i dont see anything healthy at all.

i hardly eat any fruits or vege at all.

i wonder how much vege i will actually consume in my whole life...

i now have a lot of memory space :D

had 1gb left at first.

^^

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i am now wondering if i should use plurk, twitter or both.

hmm...

today is 2012 day!

watched 2012 (:
nice movie.

spent $12.20 in the cinema - popcorn + tickets

went to new york new york after that.
shared baked rice (:
it was no.2201 on the menu.

bought ice cream ^^

ice cream ice cream ice cream!
my favourite kind of food now.

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i need to practise guzheng.
oh wth i shall break into the guzheng room tomorrow and practise there.
:@

how to practise 战台风 without the 3rd string?!

this seems weird, but i actually miss those days when we were preparing for syf.

i miss staying back 4 days a week to practise for syf.
i miss coming back to school on days like elearning day, just to practise for syf.
i miss those practises with yang laoshi.i miss going home late after syf.
i miss all those time spent with my friends when we stay back for practices.
i miss the actual day of syf.
i miss the day at pizza hut.
i miss crying together and cheering each other up after getting the results.
i miss syf.

i have no idea why i'm so random.
i guess reading my old entries while listening to music makes me random.

i actually want to rewind back to when we were preparing for syf.
i miss those days.
it was rather fun, wasn't it?
spending half of my life then with my friends in the guzheng room with the faulty air-cons while laughing at yang laoshi's too-tight pants.

:(

and i miss not being the person who is supposedly in charge.
sometimes, i feel so helpless and irresponsible, like i'm letting everybody down, like i'm being the worst and most horrible chairperson when things dont turn out the way i've expected, or when i get no response at all.

the personality test said that i'm a leader.
right...

but then again, the test said that some of the jobs suitable for me would be a judge and lawyer/attorney.

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this is what happens when i have too much time on my hands.
i start pouring out my emotions and spamming my blog.

ok, in order to cure my boredom and distract me from my homework, i shall read my old magazines :D

oh.

i just remembered.

i have not handed in my journal to ms rani.

the one about technology.

oops :x

listening to Bad Romance makes me kinda :(

i'm weird, haha.

i'm bored.
very bored.

i cant find anything to do.

finished watching Superstar Express.
waiting for the last episode of ANTM to be uploaded.

sick of bejeweled.
string is broken so i cant practise guzheng properly.

i should be doing my homework but i cant think properly when i sit at my desk.

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JP and 2012 with yaxue tomorrow (:
i just dont want to wake up so early...

2.5hr show. follow Muttons' advice and go to the washroom before the movie starts.

i need a new bag (for going out, not for school), shorts and whatever catches my eyes.
my wardrobe is so old.
most clothes i'm wearing now were bought when i was in sec1.
that's like, 2 years ago?

i need a new wardrobe!

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how do i motivate myself to study, during the holidays?!

just finished re-watching Memoirs of a Geisha.

nice movie!
i like the book as well (:

i shall re-read the book after i'm done with Beautiful People.

read My Sister's Keeper halfway, went to macau, came back and didnt continue reading it cos i got kinda lost.

i shall read it from the start again, + start reading Second Glance.

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when will i ever be in the mood to do my homework?

1010th post!

random (:

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i want this mumu plushie!

too bad, i cant find it + it's too expensive.

:(

i'm going to have a sore throat soon.

played all 14 songs in my Taylor Swift playlist.
55mins.
sing-a-long session, LMAO.
imagine if i'd downloaded even more songs...

now i am about to lose my voice.

救命啊

Taylor has placed random capitalized letters throughout the lyrics in the CD booklet of her albums. The random capitalized letters spell out hidden messages. You can find these messages in the CD booklet once you've written everything down.

Taylor Swift (self titled album) hidden messages
Tim McGraw
Can't Tell Me Nothin

Picture To Burn
Date Nice Boys

Teardrops on my Guitar
He Will Never Know

A Place In This World
I Found It

Cold As You
Time To Let Go

The Outside
You Are Not Alone

Tied Together With A Smile
You Are Loved

Stay Beautiful
Shake N Bake

Should've Said No
Sam Sam Sam Sam Sam

Mary's Song (Oh My My My)
Sometimes Love is Forever

Our Song
Live N Love

Fearless Hidden Messages
Fearless
I loved you before I met you

Fifteen
I Cried While Recording This

Love Story
Some Day I'll Find This

Hey Stephen
Love And Theft

White Horse
All I Ever Wanted Was The Truth

You Belong With Me
Love Is Blind So You Couldn't See Me

Breathe
I'm Sorry I'm Sorry I'm Sorry

Tell Me Why
Guess I Was Fooled by Your Smile

You're Not Sorry
She Can Have You

The Way I Loved You
We Can't Go Back

Forever & Always
If You Play These Games We're Both Going To Lose

The Best Day
God Bless Andrea Swift

Change
You Made Things Change For Me

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whoah i never know that...



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